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mellowdependency

mellowdependency

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I am a university student and I am planning to kill myself in two weeks. I would earlier, but I need to wait for my mother to visit so someone can discover my body. I do not want to do in a public space like a hotel room.
I wanted to wait until the end of the semester but the mental pain is getting unbearable, especially now that I have all of the ingredients. My bucket list doesn't matter anymore. The only thing i will do is wipe my phone. I will die a loveless virgin but my drive for death overwhelms my desire for love. Before anyone asks; I've tried everything except TMS.

My SN protocol from the PPEH 2023

Day 1
8:00 10mg meto
16:00 10 mg meto
24:00 10mg meto

Day 2
8:00 10mg meto
16:00 10mg meto
23:00 1000mg paracetamol
23:20 30mg meto
During wait time dissolve 25mg SN in 50ml of water. Prepare two solutions
Crush 95mg of diazepam and 5mg xanax in a plastic bag. Dissolve into water
24:00 Drink SN, Drink Benzo, Lie down
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

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The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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Godspeed.
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
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wishing you relief and a painless journey.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find freedom from suffering, I wish you the best.
 
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