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jokster18

Member
Sep 18, 2023
64
I just bought a generator I was planning to ctb this week . Or I have a friend that wants to ctb with me in Columbia we are orettt sure we can get N. It's more convenient for me to ctb locally. Just I heard there is lot of botched monoxide suicides. What would people on forum recommend, I have to wait 2 weeks for passport and go to Columbia to get N . Or take risk with monoxide now?
 
TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
455
That decision is yours to make. You have to decide what feels right to you, what makes the most sense. Things can go wrong in either scenario, it's about what you think is going to bring you peace.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,656
Ultimately it's your decision. I wouldn't use a generator for the CO method, consider charcoal. If I had the means to travel and get N I would consider this first.
 
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userharsh

Member
Dec 10, 2024
55
I just bought a generator I was planning to ctb this week . Or I have a friend that wants to ctb with me in Columbia we are orettt sure we can get N. It's more convenient for me to ctb locally. Just I heard there is lot of botched monoxide suicides. What would people on forum recommend, I have to wait 2 weeks for passport and go to Columbia to get N . Or take risk with monoxide now?
Instead of generator bought pure co cylinder, that work better
 
finishLana

finishLana

Student
Dec 12, 2021
127
No need to rush, wait and see if you can get N, it would be more convenient and reliable for you
 
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jokster18

Member
Sep 18, 2023
64
I am in bad situation my health is deteriorating I'm not looking to ctb just the illness is very bad it gets worse by the day and I don't think I can have the strength to travel to Columbia to get N, I need to ctb by next week because I am deteriorating all I have is a generator and a car and garadge. I really need help to ctb is this method to risky. I can't do charchole it will make a fire.
 
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jokster18

Member
Sep 18, 2023
64
I'm not looking for peace , I'd rather live my health is deteriorating can't pay bills or work. I need to get out before I further deteriorate. I have passport and can force my self to get on plane. All I have is generator and car and garadge local. Just I need to ctb quick. If I had my healthy I was able to work and pay my bills I'll start being in debt soon and not to be able
To pay my bills I need out before all this catches up to me.
Nobody has any idea about N in Columbia ?
 
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jokster18

Member
Sep 18, 2023
64
No need to rush, wait and see if you can get N, it would be more convenient and reliable for you
I need to kill my self as soon as possible, Im waiting on my friend to get a visa to go to Columbia. I want to kill my self this week is it worth the wait or take the risk with the generator in my garadge in the car. I am US citizen so all I need is passport my friend needs visa and will take him another 15 days. Is it worth the wait. I have opportunity now because my house everyone left and I have garadge and generator nobody is home.
 
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Depressed2

Member
Oct 25, 2024
32
I dont know really,it's your decision,but CO seems more dangerous to me,it's slow.if it fails,it can leave permanent damages.
 
finishLana

finishLana

Student
Dec 12, 2021
127
I need to kill my self as soon as possible, Im waiting on my friend to get a visa to go to Columbia. I want to kill my self this week is it worth the wait or take the risk with the generator in my garadge in the car. I am US citizen so all I need is passport my friend needs visa and will take him another 15 days. Is it worth the wait. I have opportunity now because my house everyone left and I have garadge and generator nobody is home.
I understand, however it is worth waiting, since getting N would make things more secure and peaceful. Generator plan might not work and cause plenty of problems. Up to you of course, Id recommend tolerating fee more weeks to get a chance to go with N
 

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