TripTheLight
I guess I tried
- Oct 31, 2024
- 18
I have been in a really bad mental health crisis for a while now, which escalated a couple of weeks ago to the point that I ordered sn. I was certain that I wanted to cbt, but now that my mind has cleared a bit I've desided I want to atleast try recovery. I tried to cancel my sn order, but since the order had already been shipped the store said that they can't cancel it, but if I don't pick up the order it will be send back and they will give me a refund.
I don't know if I should pick up the order and dispose of it then or have it send back. If I don't pick it up I'm anxious that authorities are going to notice it and I will get in trouble, but bringing it to a waste disposal facility also stresses me. I was thinking that I could tell the workers that I found the sn when clearing out my grampa's garage or something, but I don't know.
This is mostly just a vent post, but addvice is greatly appreciated <3
I don't know if I should pick up the order and dispose of it then or have it send back. If I don't pick it up I'm anxious that authorities are going to notice it and I will get in trouble, but bringing it to a waste disposal facility also stresses me. I was thinking that I could tell the workers that I found the sn when clearing out my grampa's garage or something, but I don't know.
This is mostly just a vent post, but addvice is greatly appreciated <3