Anyone else had experiences with Christians? God will heal you, God will fix you but he doesn't, I became a Christian and left the faith when I realised its all just a cult, I'm sure plenty people get something from it but not me, and they'll sit and belittle your problems when you explain how everything went so wrong in your life and they say "ah that's just the darkness focus on the light choose not to let it affect you" how when it's actual shit affecting your day to day life, activites, or your own mind, not able to think feel process just fucking mush, what then? Ignore it?
Salt.
They believe in their faith, think it will save and fix everyone, and everything. Well not yesterday, and not today, but maybe someday. Choose not to let it affect you….Ive a hot poker, 2 bags of salt, a sharp stick, and 45 minutes that says, that phrase is not realistic. A god is great, lift yourself up to the diety and any mishaps are a plan, no worries. Not the world I live in, religion isnt going to save everyone, it may some but not all.
Find comfort and answers where I can, sometimes at the bottom of a dram or an evening watching stars through pipe smoke. Cant get as high as Christians do, just the salt of the earth myself and you do what you can till you cant. Ive had more peace listening to trees rustle on a fall day, than any religion could offer. Some would say that peace is God, I would gather they will say anything is God except an answer which is a mystery.
So I keep with the trees, and a night sky and make the darkness darker with a pipe lighter and choose that a Christians belief not affect me, while I get busy working on my own problems. Maybe much ado about nothing, maybe a Mad Scottsman insanity, but prayers didnt save the romans hadrain's wall did.
