sunbleachedfliess
they/she
- Oct 21, 2024
- 21
part vent part question:
i'm wondering how many of us here are chronically ill (physically) - i have POTS, MCAS and ME/CFS, but it's the latter that makes me incredibly suicidal. is there anyone else here dealing with ME/CFS? for context for those who are unaware, there is no approved treatment for this condition as it is under-funded and under-researched, but it is the most horrible thing i've experienced (and i've been through a lot). being trapped in your body, trapped in a dark room, unable to do anything or care for yourself, is worse than death. i feel like i exist in a space between life and death and no one really understands because it's unfathomable to able-bodied and healthy people. i'm tired of watching people live their lives while mine has been reduced to nothing
i'm wondering how many of us here are chronically ill (physically) - i have POTS, MCAS and ME/CFS, but it's the latter that makes me incredibly suicidal. is there anyone else here dealing with ME/CFS? for context for those who are unaware, there is no approved treatment for this condition as it is under-funded and under-researched, but it is the most horrible thing i've experienced (and i've been through a lot). being trapped in your body, trapped in a dark room, unable to do anything or care for yourself, is worse than death. i feel like i exist in a space between life and death and no one really understands because it's unfathomable to able-bodied and healthy people. i'm tired of watching people live their lives while mine has been reduced to nothing