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golddustwoman

golddustwoman

Member
Sep 23, 2023
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the only things i have access to right now are citalopram (my antidepressants) and codeine (30mg tablets). i'm from the UK so anything else is basically impossible. i can also access alcohol etc.

does anyone have any information on if it's possible to CTB using codeine, and the likelihood of success? i want this to end ASAP and it's the only way i know how. i don't have the guts to jump in front of a train, especially not if other people are there (i don't want them to witness that), i don't really know how i'd drown myself and there nowhere high enough to jump off of in my area. i feel so hopeless and i need to exit as soon as possible.
 
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blackjack711

Member
Sep 8, 2024
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I mean as far as opiates go Codeine is rather mild, if you have enough of them, I suppose it can kill you, but I do want to warn you opiate overdoses suck if you fuck it up. I speak from experience on this, it goes from a loving peaceful experience like being in the arms of an angel to hell on earth as you're throwing up everything in your stomach, you can't move, you're freezing cold, and everything is numb.
 
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maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
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You would have to eat a ridiculous amount of codeine. It wouldn't be possible. The other medication won't help.
ODs by prescription meds has 86% failure rate. 14% chance of success. Best to save your codeine friend. 🌹💔
 
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golddustwoman

golddustwoman

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Sep 23, 2023
8
You would have to eat a ridiculous amount of codeine. It wouldn't be possible. The other medication won't help.
ODs by prescription meds has 86% failure rate. 14% chance of success. Best to save your codeine friend. 🌹💔
that's a shame, thank you for being honest. at least i can keep using it to self-medicate my emotional pain alongside the physical. hopefully one day i won't even have to think about painkillers again.
 
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