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Evelyn Lane

Evelyn Lane

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I believe that people that come to the conclusion of hanging themselves full suspension have a phase in which they are into partial suspension, desperately trying to get it to work. So I decided to create a collection of successful partial suspension hanging attempts in video format, for research purposes. This should be useful to all aspiring partial suspension hangers. Obviously, these days I advise against partial suspension hanging, but I am aware that not everyone is ready for full suspension hanging yet, since they haven't yet felt the frustration that comes from not getting partial suspension hanging to work.

1) Marcus Jannes: https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/1721559513613983.mp4

2) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/17173519190626001.mp4

3) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/17166591066431475.mp4

4) Pahinggar Indrawan: https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/17107830070815296.mp4

5) Ayana Kondo (NSFW): https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/17092142865198412.mp4

6) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/1704000278481175.mp4

7) (NSFW) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/17034805317995794.mp4

8) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/16953394722362516.mp4

9) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/16850604239402812.mp4

10) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/16795378421830797.mp4

11) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/9r9ge1nu.mp4

12) "Partially" relevant: https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/16980760418431087.mp4


If you experiment and find out some useful insight on partial suspension hanging, please share it with us!
 
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GuessWhosBack

The sun rises to insult me.
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Thank you
Strange technique with the 4th one. He seemed conscious for longer than the others.
Does anyone know why 10 seemingly kept agonal breathing for so long? Also why did he froth?
Seems like kneeling with the knot behind the neck is the best.
 
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mistymoo

Im going to be apart of the 27 club
May 30, 2024
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This shit is so traumatizing but personally I think it's important for anyone wanting to attempt any kinda ctb should see both successful and unsuccessful attempts of their chosen method
 
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NaturalSelection

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Feb 20, 2023
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This shit is so traumatizing
having a life truly not worth living (sub5 male) is way more traumatizing than watching people getting dismembered alive tbh
 
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mistymoo

Im going to be apart of the 27 club
May 30, 2024
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having a life truly not worth living (sub5 male) is way more traumatizing than watching people getting dismembered alive tbh
That's why I think it's important for people to see this. If they can't handle the outcome then I don't think it's fair to inflict it onto others.
I can understand why people who ctb wouldn't want to see this tho
 
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NaturalSelection

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That's why I think it's important for people to see this. If they can't handle the outcome then I don't think it's fair to inflict it onto others.
I can understand why people who ctb wouldn't want to see this tho
Yes, sometimes being unaware of what it truly looks like can help I guess. Like when u are a kid unaware of the world u do things u will never do again because u are unaware of many things
 
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Gone soon

Guy who likes wearing womens' clothes
Jun 11, 2024
144
A few thoughts:

1) He used some kind of cable didn't he? I've tried that too but it felt very uncomfortable. He seems to have passed out very quickly though. His face turned blue almost immediately

2) Looks very painful and uncomfortable. And he was found after only a few minutes. Does anyone know if he succeeded?

3) I always wonder how these fans can hold the weight of people. Especially if there's so much movement like in this video. Also the material he used didn't seem good

4) is extremely scary. He seemed unable to find a proper position. Looking at his face he was in pain.

5) She obviously did it in public (railroad noises?) and at daylight. I would be scared of the danger of being found. Looks like she was seeking the attention

6) Hanging at the window so everybody coming by can see it? No way I would do it that way

7) Suicide or autoerotic accident?

9) I doubt he made it before he was found in the middle of the street.

10) Looks ugly. What's that stuff running out of his nose?

11) Well done, quickly and relatively painless as it looks like
 
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Leiden

Arcanist
Sep 1, 2020
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I believe that people that come to the conclusion of hanging themselves full suspension have a phase in which they are into partial suspension, desperately trying to get it to work. So I decided to create a collection of successful partial suspension hanging attempts in video format, for research purposes. This should be useful to all aspiring partial suspension hangers. Obviously, these days I advise against partial suspension hanging, but I am aware that not everyone is ready for full suspension hanging yet, since they haven't yet felt the frustration that comes from not getting partial suspension hanging to work.

1) Marcus Jannes: https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/1721559513613983.mp4

2) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/17173519190626001.mp4

3) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/17166591066431475.mp4

4) Pahinggar Indrawan: https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/17107830070815296.mp4

5) Ayana Kondo (NSFW): https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/17092142865198412.mp4

6) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/1704000278481175.mp4

7) (NSFW) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/17034805317995794.mp4

8) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/16953394722362516.mp4

9) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/16850604239402812.mp4

10) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/16795378421830797.mp4

11) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/9r9ge1nu.mp4

12) "Partially" relevant: https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/16980760418431087.mp4


If you experiment and find out some useful insight on partial suspension hanging, please share it with us!
Why do you advise against partial these days? Is because these videos?
 
Evelyn Lane

Evelyn Lane

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Aug 2, 2024
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Why do you advise against partial these days? Is because these videos?
It's because for most people it doesn't work. If you go in the hanging megathread, you'll see how many people say that it's not working for them. But you can try if you want, you won't lose much doing it.
I just say that if you really want to die, you should consider full suspension, since it's guaranteed to work.
 
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Gone soon

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Jun 11, 2024
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Why do you advise against partial these days? Is because these videos?
I've tried both and was almost successful with partial. I personally think that the chances of surviving are a lot bigger with partial. Mostly you can still get up if the SI kicks in. With full suspension once you hang, there is little chance you can save yourself (I did but mostly because I did almost everything wrong). Today I would choose full over partial too
 
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VoidedExistence

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Dec 6, 2023
100
Damn. These were so painful to even watch. I have tried hanging myself twice and those were bad attempts. I can't imagine how much pain I would have to go through it properly.
 
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GolfNovemberSierra

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Aug 23, 2024
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This shit is so traumatizing but personally I think it's important for anyone wanting to attempt any kinda ctb should see both successful and unsuccessful attempts of their chosen method
See, this is how I know I'm ready to CTB. there's no trauma there for me. Hell, I'm jealous they have the balls to get it done!
 
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addictiondespair

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Aug 26, 2024
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Appreciate this. New to SaSu with an account but not to the idea of CTB… hanging has always been my primary go to idea, and seeing these actually makes it feel much more tangible.
 
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turbomightbegone

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Nov 13, 2023
183
I can understand why people who ctb wouldn't want to see this tho
yeah, i personally can't bring myself to watch videos like this, and I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one that feels this way. I understand that it could be useful but at the same time I really don't want to traumatise myself again. I suppose it's normalised automatic fear that keeps some people from watching these?

I thought ordinary tv was about that already...
I would say people on normal tv mentally die more than anything 👀
 
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martinso67

All human rights are important
Feb 5, 2021
232
having a life truly not worth living (sub5 male) is way more traumatizing than watching people getting dismembered alive tbh
Idk why the PPEH book does not include hanging with researched methods. It somewhat mentioned it with the Korean method.
Hanging is a more reliable method than some of the drugs mentioned there.
Imo it's not comparable to N or euthanasia. But its better than SN, if one has the ability and place to prepare.

I hate that my anxiety stops me from trying again this method. Many succeed with this method without researching it. Also I read a German study that it's the most popular method for men. Both west and eastern Germany (DDR).
 
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sometimesoon

Student
Jul 9, 2024
127
I believe that people that come to the conclusion of hanging themselves full suspension have a phase in which they are into partial suspension, desperately trying to get it to work. So I decided to create a collection of successful partial suspension hanging attempts in video format, for research purposes. This should be useful to all aspiring partial suspension hangers. Obviously, these days I advise against partial suspension hanging, but I am aware that not everyone is ready for full suspension hanging yet, since they haven't yet felt the frustration that comes from not getting partial suspension hanging to work.

1) Marcus Jannes: https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/1721559513613983.mp4

2) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/17173519190626001.mp4

3) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/17166591066431475.mp4

4) Pahinggar Indrawan: https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/17107830070815296.mp4

5) Ayana Kondo (NSFW): https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/17092142865198412.mp4

6) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/1704000278481175.mp4

7) (NSFW) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/17034805317995794.mp4

8) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/16953394722362516.mp4

9) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/16850604239402812.mp4

10) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/16795378421830797.mp4

11) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/9r9ge1nu.mp4

12) "Partially" relevant: https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/16980760418431087.mp4


If you experiment and find out some useful insight on partial suspension hanging, please share it with us!
What it shows is that partial is a method that can work.

I think the people are brave to stream their deaths - something I be happy to do
 
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mistymoo

Im going to be apart of the 27 club
May 30, 2024
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yeah, i personally can't bring myself to watch videos like this, and I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one that feels this way. I understand that it could be useful but at the same time I really don't want to traumatise myself again. I suppose it's normalised automatic fear that keeps some people from watching these?

Not being able to watch these videos is completely valid and like I mentioned before I can understand why. Personally for me, Ive done essays on how watching people go through traumatic things while you, yourself are suffering can help. It's traumatizing you in a different way and can be used to black/block out your memory at the time.
See, this is how I know I'm ready to CTB. there's no trauma there for me. Hell, I'm jealous they have the balls to get it done!
Seeing the after math is easy for me (the body hanging) but watching the person actually committing and watching the life leave their body is so incredibly fucking hard for me.
It's afterwards that I'm jealous
 
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sometimesoon

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I believe that people that come to the conclusion of hanging themselves full suspension have a phase in which they are into partial suspension, desperately trying to get it to work. So I decided to create a collection of successful partial suspension hanging attempts in video format, for research purposes. This should be useful to all aspiring partial suspension hangers. Obviously, these days I advise against partial suspension hanging, but I am aware that not everyone is ready for full suspension hanging yet, since they haven't yet felt the frustration that comes from not getting partial suspension hanging to work.

1) Marcus Jannes: https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/1721559513613983.mp4

2) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/17173519190626001.mp4

3) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/17166591066431475.mp4

4) Pahinggar Indrawan: https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/17107830070815296.mp4

5) Ayana Kondo (NSFW): https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/17092142865198412.mp4

6) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/1704000278481175.mp4

7) (NSFW) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/17034805317995794.mp4

8) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/16953394722362516.mp4

9) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/16850604239402812.mp4

10) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/16795378421830797.mp4

11) https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/9r9ge1nu.mp4

12) "Partially" relevant: https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/16980760418431087.mp4


If you experiment and find out some useful insight on partial suspension hanging, please share it with us!
I think this shows generally that it's a lot easier to kill yourself than you might think, and you are not necessarily conscious for that long if done right.

It strengthens the feeling that these techniques are suitable for ending my life. Maybe on stream as well. I'd like to see pointers on how to capture it properly on video.
 
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imdonewithallofthis

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yeah, i personally can't bring myself to watch videos like this, and I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one that feels this way. I understand that it could be useful but at the same time I really don't want to traumatise myself again. I suppose it's normalised automatic fear that keeps some people from watching these?


I would say people on normal tv mentally die more than anything 👀
yea I can't bring myself to watch either.
 
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kfad95

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Mar 2, 2024
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yea I can't bring myself to watch either.
Watching these is pretty easy for me with anhedonia and emotional blunting.

The worst part is that I want to try but can't get the motivation to find a place or the cognition to make the required rope 😮‍💨

it's sad that in this modern day we can't Chose to end our lives easily if we want too
 
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AlouA

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Sep 19, 2023
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I think this shows generally that it's a lot easier to kill yourself than you might think, and you are not necessarily conscious for that long if done right.

It strengthens the feeling that these techniques are suitable for ending my life. Maybe on stream as well. I'd like to see pointers on how to capture it properly on video.
Hanging is my preferred method as well and the only viable and accessible one in my case... I hope we can succeed on this method.. if you're still here, I'll be glad if we can talk in dms?
 
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let.me.let.go87

Trying to recover now
Jul 12, 2024
267
I totally did not need to see that lol
Man this has me staring at the bar in my closet so damn hard. Chantix brought about more suicidal thoughts. The ECT had already stopped working. Even tho the doc took me off chantix don't make the thoughts go away. I been counting my pills and I don't have enough. Even if I combine my pills. A frantic overdose is never good
 
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thenightmareb4

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Oct 27, 2024
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The videos really made it seem not so bad. Idk why it gets a bad reputation
 
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