nyapoka
talking to myself
- Aug 16, 2023
- 34
after trying to recover since 2021, I decided I am going to commit suicide in August of 2023. It has been over 1 year since I made that decision. I know my method, and my 2nd choice method. I need to be done with it already. With panic, I can take pills like clonaz Loraz, but I still deeply panic while taking the pill. The last thing I want is to panic so hard and end up calling 911 on myself. I need to get over this. Please how can I get over this. It's my time and it has been my time.