Ctb experiment with sn

[otaku01]

Here is my suicide attempt with sodium nitrite. Half an hour after drinking 10 mg Metoclopramide, I mixed 5mg sn into water and drank it. Nothing happened for the first hour. I thought Sn was impure. Then I had nausea and dizziness and lay down in bed. My hands were purple. Then the nausea got worse, I wanted to vomit, but I didn't have the strength to get out of bed. I immediately started vomiting next to me. At that moment, my consciousness started to get blurry. I was just vomiting violently. Then I opened my eyes in the intensive care unit of the hospital. I stayed in intensive care for 2 days. In general, it was a painless procedure other than vomiting. The doctor said my tachycardia was high, but I didn't feel anything. I wanted to share it with you.

 

[SVEN]

Thankyou.

 

[sadalways]

Thank you for sharing. I'm so afraid i'll start vomiting, that's my biggest fear about SN

 

[otaku01]

Thank you for sharing. I'm so afraid i'll start vomiting, that's my biggest fear about SN

You vomit so much

 

[sadalways]

You vomit so much

from what i've read on this forum some people report vomiting like you did and some don't vomit at all.

 

[g0ne1nthew1nd]

Here is my suicide attempt with sodium nitrite. Half an hour after drinking 10 mg Metoclopramide, I mixed 5mg sn into water and drank it. Nothing happened for the first hour. I thought Sn was impure. Then I had nausea and dizziness and lay down in bed. My hands were purple. Then the nausea got worse, I wanted to vomit, but I didn't have the strength to get out of bed. I immediately started vomiting next to me. At that moment, my consciousness started to get blurry. I was just vomiting violently. Then I opened my eyes in the intensive care unit of the hospital. I stayed in intensive care for 2 days. In general, it was a painless procedure other than vomiting. The doctor said my tachycardia was high, but I didn't feel anything. I wanted to share it with you.

This helped calm me a lot on my fears, tysm for sharing. May peace be with you <33

 

[Kyotospade]

On a scale from 1 to 10 how bad was the experience?

 

[otaku01]

On a scale from 1 to 10 how bad was the experience?

4-5

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

How old was the SN ? U used only 5 grams? Did they say that would have been lethal if not taken to hospital ?

 

[otaku01]

How old was the SN ? U used only 5 grams? Did they say that would have been lethal if not taken to hospital ?

Yeah it was 5 gram of it. Doctors said exactly this. I would have been dead if they have no methylene blue

 

[whytrymyguy]

Yeah it was 5 gram of it. Doctors said exactly this. I would have been dead if they have no methylene blue

Even 1g is considered fatal.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Yeah it was 5 gram of it. Doctors said exactly this. I would have been dead if they have no methylene blue

When did u.Buy the Sn was it years old.

 

[otaku01]

When did u.Buy the Sn was it years old.

Within the week ı did ctb

 

[been__ready]

Thank you for sharing your experience.. did you do this just to make sure the method was effective? Relieved to hear there was no permanent damage?

Did they put you in intensive psych care for a suicide attempt? Surely they wouldn't just let you go if they knew it was a genuine attempt. Hope somehow you were able to talk your way out of it.

Was your source DMC?

 

[shame]

Here is my suicide attempt with sodium nitrite. Half an hour after drinking 10 mg Metoclopramide, I mixed 5mg sn into water and drank it. Nothing happened for the first hour. I thought Sn was impure. Then I had nausea and dizziness and lay down in bed. My hands were purple. Then the nausea got worse, I wanted to vomit, but I didn't have the strength to get out of bed. I immediately started vomiting next to me. At that moment, my consciousness started to get blurry. I was just vomiting violently. Then I opened my eyes in the intensive care unit of the hospital. I stayed in intensive care for 2 days. In general, it was a painless procedure other than vomiting. The doctor said my tachycardia was high, but I didn't feel anything. I wanted to share it with you.

Sorry for asking, who did find you? Do you know how soon?

 

[otaku01]

Sorry for asking, who did find you? Do you know how soon?

My family found me. When i start to puke. Thats where i lost my conciousness.

 

[3FailedAttemptss]

My family found me. When i start to puke. Thats where i lost my conciousness.

Did they know specifically that you'd ingested SN or when was the methylene blue administered?

 

[Kyotospade]

4-5

Thank you

 

[regular john]

Here is my suicide attempt with sodium nitrite. Half an hour after drinking 10 mg Metoclopramide, I mixed 5mg sn into water and drank it. Nothing happened for the first hour. I thought Sn was impure. Then I had nausea and dizziness and lay down in bed. My hands were purple. Then the nausea got worse, I wanted to vomit, but I didn't have the strength to get out of bed. I immediately started vomiting next to me. At that moment, my consciousness started to get blurry. I was just vomiting violently. Then I opened my eyes in the intensive care unit of the hospital. I stayed in intensive care for 2 days. In general, it was a painless procedure other than vomiting. The doctor said my tachycardia was high, but I didn't feel anything. I wanted to share it with you.

did you do it on purpose close to your family ?

 

[ChefTesta]

Thank you for sharing. I'm so afraid i'll start vomiting, that's my biggest fear about SN

I can relate to this. Why I backed out of drinking SN TWICE just because I knew I would throw up because I have a weaker stomach, even with antiemetics. I will bump my thread with my story as to hoping I could get more insight from individuals like you

 

[otaku01]

Did they know specifically that you'd ingested SN or when was the methylene blue administered?

Yes they knew i i ingested sn. and they wait 1 day or so for blue.

Did they know specifically that you'd ingested SN or when was the methylene blue administered?

did you do it on purpose close to your family ?

nope. ı was in the office and waited there for 1 hour to die. 1 hours later i went to the home and this is where sn start to kick in.

 

[NitrogenAfternoon]

Doesn't sound too bad tbh. I've had nights where my stomach kept vomiting and I couldn't even keep water down. It got to a point where I'd heave out blood. I am really not worried about the vomit given my past experiences. I will definitely bring a bag or garbage beside me for the hotel room, or maybe just die by the toilet on the bathroom floor.

 

[paranous]

Thanks for sharing your experience with us. So are you planning to use sn again?

 

[kvorumese]

Did you use any antiemetics? (Is metoclopramide an antiemetic?)

 

[otaku01]

Thanks for sharing your experience with us. So are you planning to use sn again?

Sn or full suspension.

 

[Richard Langford]

This is why SN in capsules as an idea should be further explored. It certainly has merit.

 

[shame]

Here is my suicide attempt with sodium nitrite. Half an hour after drinking 10 mg Metoclopramide, I mixed 5mg sn into water and drank it. Nothing happened for the first hour. I thought Sn was impure. Then I had nausea and dizziness and lay down in bed. My hands were purple. Then the nausea got worse, I wanted to vomit, but I didn't have the strength to get out of bed. I immediately started vomiting next to me. At that moment, my consciousness started to get blurry. I was just vomiting violently. Then I opened my eyes in the intensive care unit of the hospital. I stayed in intensive care for 2 days. In general, it was a painless procedure other than vomiting. The doctor said my tachycardia was high, but I didn't feel anything. I wanted to share it with you.

Did you fast before?

 

[internetyamero]

thank you for sharing your experience.

Did you use any antiemetics? (Is metoclopramide an antiemetic?)

yes, metoclopramide is an an antiemetic. it's one of the dopamine blocking ones suggested in the sn megathread.

 

[shame]

4-5

Yes they knew i i ingested sn. and they wait 1 day or so for blue.


nope. ı was in the office and waited there for 1 hour to die. 1 hours later i went to the home and this is where sn start to kick in.1 day to give you methylene blue??

Did they wait 1 day to give you methylene blue??

 

[otaku01]

Did they wait 1 day to give you methylene blue??

I guess so. But they had another thing to keep alive me. They said if they had nothing, they would have intubate me and probably ı woulda been dead

Did you fast before?

Yeah