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Ctb plan

bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
Friday night I'll get the hotel and ctb. I'm so ready to go. My household is hell. I have constant thoughts of wanting to ctb. There is nothing else more that I want than to die. I've made too many mistakes in my life and I'm suffering for it. I wish there was a way i could go back in time and make everything right.

My method btw is carotid arteries compression.

I know I've made final goodbyes before here but I'm pretty sure this will be it. I'll be thinking of yall up until I die from ctb.
 
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15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,550
Wishing you a peaceful journey, sending hugs
 
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Philip

Specialist
Oct 23, 2018
319
Hope you find the peace you deserve
 
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MAIO

Elementalist
Apr 8, 2018
835
bigj75 said:
Friday night I'll get the hotel and ctb. I'm so ready to go. My household is hell. I have constant thoughts of wanting to ctb. There is nothing else more that I want than to die. I've made too many mistakes in my life and I'm suffering for it. I wish there was a way i could go back in time and make everything right.

My method btw is carotid arteries compression.

I know I've made final goodbyes before here but I'm pretty sure this will be it. I'll be thinking of yall up until I die from ctb.
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I hope you get whatever is best for you. Did you pick out any music or anything to listen to before or while you ctb? Hopefully I will make it there before you do.
 
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ReadyasEver

ReadyasEver

Elementalist
Dec 6, 2018
828
Peace brother
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
MAIO said:
I hope you get whatever is best for you. Did you pick out any music or anything to listen to before or while you ctb? Hopefully I will make it there before you do.
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honestly don't think I'll listen to any music. I'll just be so focused on trying to ctb. But i will have a nice beer beforehand.
 
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Sanguinius

Sanguinius

Chicken of ss
Aug 9, 2018
291
Good luck!
May you find your peace...
 
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TheNorthernSilence

TheNorthernSilence

Arcanist
Nov 13, 2018
430
Wish you all the best. Peace.
 
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Jen Erik

Jen Erik

-
Oct 12, 2018
637
I will miss your posts. Wish you the best.
 
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311

Dying cat
Nov 24, 2018
779
Wish you the best brother
 
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slowlystarve

slowlystarve

abomination
Dec 10, 2018
43
hope you find peace
 
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Kuba

Kuba

God still keeps me in life
Dec 4, 2018
28
u are good person . I wish u best.
God loves u :)
 
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Deleted member 1628

It's Better to hate yourself, Than Love Yourself
Aug 8, 2018
6
Peace Bro <3
 
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RememberWhatUCameFor

RememberWhatUCameFor

dont cry for me im already dead
Nov 20, 2018
590
carotid arteries compression.?

what is this? hanging?
 
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Sinbad

Sinbad

Self-Annihilation is loading...95%
Nov 27, 2018
542
Bigbro, good luck with your chosen method and may you find the peace your looking for.
 
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