Ctb'ing end of the month

[Princess_Kitty]

I've decided that I'm going to ctb end of the month, 2 weeks away. I know it's short time frame but I think that's a good date. It'll give me just enough time to get everything ready while not having to wait too long. I just want this over with. If I could I'd do it now but I can't. I also have an appointment on the 25th with my doctor about possible bottom surgery (mtf). I at least want to see how that turns out, though I already know.

I have been trying to keep on going telling myself "just one more day" for my wife but the longer I wait the bigger the pain becomes. I can't continue to live on for my wife's happiness or anyone else's, it's just torture. Plus with everything going on right now in this shitty world, I really don't want to be apart of it anymore.

I have chosen SN as my method, I already have 2 sources in my room along with an AE, I just have to test it first but I will do that when the date is closer.

I'll continue to lurk on here in the meantime until then!

 

[Gangrel]

I hope everything goes well for you and you feel better.

 

[Princess_Kitty]

I hope everything goes well for you and you feel better.

Thank you! I hope so too

 

[OptingOutSmiling]

All the best to you in this short time, hope the pain gets less and that things may get better.

 

[Princess_Kitty]

All the best to you in this short time, hope the pain gets less and that things may get better.

Thank you..I hope so too. That's all I want

 

[TheHolySword]

I hope you are able to find your peace, I'm sorry that your suffering has brought you here. Just remember that we'll be here while you still are~

 

[Princess_Kitty]

I hope you are able to find your peace, I'm sorry that your suffering has brought you here. Just remember that we'll be here while you still are~

I hope so too! Thank you! SaSu has really helped and am glad I've stumbled upon it.

 

[3FailedAttemptss]

I also have an appointment on the 25th with my doctor about possible bottom surgery (mtf). I at least want to see how that turns out, though I already know.

As a fellow trans girl, I'm wishing you all the best!! ٩( 'ω' )و

 

[Princess_Kitty]

As a fellow trans girl, I'm wishing you all the best!! ٩( 'ω' )و

Thank you! I really would want it to work out and everything. But id still need to get laser hair removal...and yeah moneys kinda an issue atm. So yeah.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand finding it torturous to suffer in this existence, I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.

 

[Princess_Kitty]

I understand finding it torturous to suffer in this existence, I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.

It really is torturous. Thank you

 

[JesiBel]

I hope you can find serenity, that peace accompanies you and that everything turns out as you planned. Hugs.

 

[Princess_Kitty]

I hope you can find serenity, that peace accompanies you and that everything turns out as you planned. Hugs.

I definitely hope so too! Thank you