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daisymayhem

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Why is it in your darkest times, when you could really use a totally honest,open chat there's no one there. Despite assurances there's always someone listening.
 
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That's the situation of not having any real connection yet I suppose...
 
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daisymayhem

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What do you mean by real connection yet?
 
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daisymayhem

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I mean a real bond with someone who can be there for you when you need them.
I'm 60 so can't see that happening anytime soon. Professionally or personally
 
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I'm 60 so can't see that happening anytime soon. Professionally or personally
I understand that it's harder, but it can happen at any age. Don't you have any activity that you like that you could meet people your age through ?
 
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daisymayhem

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I understand that it's harder, but it can happen at any age. Don't you have any activity that you like that you could meet people your age through ?
I'm talking mental health support/talk. I've had enough of fighting to exist. I'm now putting a plan in place to exit. A life time of struggles is enough. I was hoping to find support on here but it's not going to happen. I've a few loose ends to tie up personally. Then I'm done.
 
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I'm talking mental health support/talk. I've had enough of fighting to exist. I'm now putting a plan in place to exit. A life time of struggles is enough. I was hoping to find support on here but it's not going to happen. I've a few loose ends to tie up personally. Then I'm done.
Yes but usually people you meet organically are best for that I've found. Otherwise there are support groups in some places but they can either help or do the opposite. Some humanitarian cafés exist where I live as well. If none of those is an option I suppose this might be the last place left. Why do you think you can't get support here ?
 
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daisymayhem

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I have e asked for support in a lot of places. I have cptsd, panic disorder and SAD that has me climbing the walls suicidal. In the summer I cope with me just, this time of year every day is a battle. I had 2 mental health rejection letters on Saturday, I contacted a private mental health worker relatively local to me, left 3 messages, phoned twice, filled in their contact form, no response/reply. I was promised support from my gp last year, they were going to help me with coping strategies over the summer, they haven't. No appointment nothing. I tried a mental health forum, no one talks, unless it's about holidays or pizza. I have no family support, the last Therapist I saw sent the police to my door when there was no need,I'd mentioned suicide, had not said I was going to kill myself just mentioned it, even though she knew I despise them. No more appointments came. I struggle getting a response on here even it seems and I'm out of fight. I feel backed into a corner,I'm tired and can't face another winter of being me. I just don't know what else to do. There is only one option that I see to escape from this existence. Sorry its a long winded response
 
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That's human nature I guess. 99 % of people I've met in my life suck.
 
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I have e asked for support in a lot of places. I have cptsd, panic disorder and SAD that has me climbing the walls suicidal. In the summer I cope with me just, this time of year every day is a battle. I had 2 mental health rejection letters on Saturday, I contacted a private mental health worker relatively local to me, left 3 messages, phoned twice, filled in their contact form, no response/reply. I was promised support from my gp last year, they were going to help me with coping strategies over the summer, they haven't. No appointment nothing. I tried a mental health forum, no one talks, unless it's about holidays or pizza. I have no family support, the last Therapist I saw sent the police to my door when there was no need,I'd mentioned suicide, had not said I was going to kill myself just mentioned it, even though she knew I despise them. No more appointments came. I struggle getting a response on here even it seems and I'm out of fight. I feel backed into a corner,I'm tired and can't face another winter of being me. I just don't know what else to do. There is only one option that I see to escape from this existence. Sorry its a long winded response
Like I said I don't recommend these routes because they're full of dehumanized robots, and no it's not human nature, quite the opposite, but it is a widespread human condition, which is different, but I meant why do you think you can't get support on this forum ?
 
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daisymayhem

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Like I said I don't recommend these routes because they're full of dehumanized robots, and no it's not human nature, quite the opposite, but it is a widespread human condition, which is different, but I meant why do you think you can't get support on this forum ?
Your the first,(only person) to of spoke with me.
 
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