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sickboy55
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- Aug 23, 2024
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There are days when I'm sure i will 100% CTB in the near future as my life has gone wrong in nearly every way possible, and this feeling is quite peaceful as the only thing I have to think about is how and when I will CTB.
However, when I think there is still hope, it becomes overwhelming because I have to find out how I could solve my dozens of problems, what I will do if I stay chronically ill for all my life, what will happen to me as the worl becomes increasingly unliveable etc.
Anyone with similar experience?
However, when I think there is still hope, it becomes overwhelming because I have to find out how I could solve my dozens of problems, what I will do if I stay chronically ill for all my life, what will happen to me as the worl becomes increasingly unliveable etc.
Anyone with similar experience?