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CyanideAndSugar

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Oct 17, 2023
5
I'm in pain 24hours a day 7 days a week to the point I can barely function. Doctor's are doing almost nothing, insurance won't cover an MRI and I can't even wash my hair anymore. I've been in the emergency room countless times where they just think I want drugs when I'm asking them to find out what's wrong. My only relief which is minimal at best is my husband massaging whichever ever place is currently the absolute worst. This he bitches about constantly and keeps reminding how long it can take like I choose agony just to annoy him. Complains how tired he is when he at least gets naps and I barely sleep at night. He literally had a 3 hour nap, then slept 3 hours a little later thst night and I had 4 hours sleep total in like 30 something hours. He constantly yells at me for taking to long to fix and I'm not allowed to cry no matter how distressed or in pain I am. I've decided to kill myself so I won't be a bother to him anymore and I can end this misery.
 
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Dingo67

Dingo67

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Dec 15, 2024
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That sounds awful. Hope things start going better for you 🙏
 
CutToRelease

CutToRelease

It helps remind me I'm still here
Dec 31, 2024
100
If your no longer with us the good for u. If u are still here sorry. Also fuck insurance. Any way it gose be happy it has come to an end or it will soon.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,535
That sounds so horrible and dreadful, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing but anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the peace from the suffering you search for.
 

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