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Lone_Gray_Wolf

Lone_Gray_Wolf

Fate plays chess with 2 queens
Aug 21, 2020
263
Hello, has been a long time since I've been here but I'm happy this place still exists. Long story short, I was suicidal and went to a physiatrist and luckily I no longer experience suicidal thoughts on a dialy basis; but sometimes memories flood and I fear going back to the dark place. Is like is trying to drag me there. Does someone else's fear this?. A fear of being stuck in a loop?.
 
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timf

Enlightened
Mar 26, 2020
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Anyone can have the past lurk over their shoulder. One key tactic is to credit yourself for the success you have had and use that as a confidence builder to keep the demons at bay.