depression make me dum dum

[derpyderpins]

The more affected I am, the more my brain reacts slowly. I make mental mistakes. I get sloppy. I forget things and can't balance as many ideas at once.

Really not good when my livelihood relies upon people valuing my brain and what it produces.

 

[KillingPain267]

This is worse when you also have anxiety. I have litle energy to keep schedules and tasks, but then anxiety kicks in making me scared that I forgot something. Literal mental torture.

 

[derpyderpins]

This is worse when you also have anxiety. I have litle energy to keep schedules and tasks, but then anxiety kicks in making me scared that I forgot something. Literal mental torture.

cyclic. Brain is dumb so I don't get as much done so I feel anxiety about not getting stuff done so I get depressed which makes my brain dumb and then I don't get as much done and so I feel anxious and so . . . . . . . . . .

 

[Autumn_Stars]

I have more lesions on my brain than they can count. I do things like put the AC on with the windows open. I worry I am going to burn the house down. My delivery of the ratchet was delayed due to a "problem," I just want to be free of this shitty existence.

 

[alienfreak]

I have more lesions on my brain than they can count. I do things like put the AC on with the windows open. I worry I am going to burn the house down.

Yeah i dont even trust myself to cook when im having a bad day, it's actually dangerous since i drop things, cut myself chopping vegetables or could turn on the wrong setting on the stove or something

 

[jisi]

i understand this feeling completely. it's way worse when you have an eating disorder alongside it; you can literally feel your mental capacities declining so rapidly until it's almost as if you're bordering braindead. i'm happy to say that i'm not in that boat anymore. i still feel myself becoming stupider overtime though lol

 

[hop33xit]

how i understand you all, it feels like iq level is at 50 and energy is 3-6% already in the morning + severe anxiety as a gift.....

 

[opheliaoveragain]

cyclic. Brain is dumb so I don't get as much done so I feel anxiety about not getting stuff done so I get depressed which makes my brain dumb and then I don't get as much done and so I feel anxious and so . . . . . . . . . .

biggest relate friend. take it one moment at a time. here for you.

 

[Unknown21]

Very relatable