symphony
surving hour-by-hour
- Mar 12, 2022
- 779
I'm so fucking desperate to stop hurting. I need help- I so desperately need help-- I have tried every major treatment with no shift in my depression. I couldn't call for help without being hospitalized, professionals don't have any new suggestions for me anymore, and just talking about it is as helpful as putting a bandaid on a tumor. I'm fucking terrified because I can't continue to live like this indefinitely but I can't actually find the help I need either.