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caffeinepanic

caffeinepanic

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Aug 5, 2025
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I can't really rewatch Bojack Horseman (I'll watch video essays but I can't watch it again) or Tear Along the Dotted Line. Just with those two specifically, I'll ruminate about how I feel and how my depression (and attempts) will affect the other people around me. Idk, I guess I just don't like feeling I'm being called out
 
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fedup1982

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Jul 17, 2025
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Could it be the beginning of psychosis, the feeling that music or TV is talking to you? It's called delusion of reference? I've had it a lot, it sucks. Then it fades to feeling like you're being called out which is a reduced form
 
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NutOrat

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Jun 11, 2025
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Bojack for me also, too many times. Not a show but a song, I've felt as if it was written with laser focus on my head is Day After Day (The Show Must Go On) by Alan Parsons Project. I love the song, but I can't listen to it, it hurts too much.
 
caffeinepanic

caffeinepanic

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Aug 5, 2025
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Could it be the beginning of psychosis, the feeling that music or TV is talking to you? It's called delusion of reference? I've had it a lot, it sucks. Then it fades to feeling like you're being called out which is a reduced form
Oh I meant more metaphorically. Like a character will act or think a certain way, and then I start thinking "Oh, is that me? Do I do that?" and I spiral from there
 
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