DEATH IS FREEDOM
Death is the solution to unsolvable problems.
- Sep 13, 2023
- 607
I have had friends who have become my enemies. I remember a friend who was very kind to me the first period of time, but who later became unreliable and expelled rudenesses - impossible to get along with. One day when she called me, I hung up the phone. She became my enemy. Years later, I received a mean letter from her with all sorts of oddities and contrivances. I rented out an apartment to a person for years and later he threatened me and went to court - he became my enemy. I had also a (sexual) relationship with a man when I lived in another city, but the contact ended between us when I moved. Years later, I received a letter from him where he wrote that he had ended up in prison. He had become an unpleasant person who also became my enemy. I have had boyfriends who have meant everything to me and I meant everything to them. They told me that they loved me and wanted to marry me. But they probably lied because these men became my enemies and all contact between us ceased. True love is very hard to find. There have been quarrels within the family as well. I and my relatives have lived together for decades and now all contact has ceased between us. My mother´s husband became meaner and meaner. My half siblings have ruined my life. However, my mother has always been mean to me and I never got along with her. The rest of the relatives have frozen out other relatives. But we were a family once upon a time. Quarrels with doctors and dentists have also arisen due to medical malpracticies and therefore I don´t know which doctor to go to anymore. I am alone with enemies all around me. I have been unlucky with many things in life. But one shouldn´t just brood about one´s own behavior when relationships end - the other person had half the responsibility.
