DMC has officially shipped

[TheHolySword]

Nervous and scared. But excited. I am so close to relief and peace. There is still so much to be done and so much time to go. But everything is finally coming together. I have my meto and my beta blocker. Antacids and pain relief will be easy to get so no worries there. I just need benzos but I don't know if I'll be lucky enough to get my hands on them. Hopefully my SN gets here without issue. I never thought I would find a method like this. I'm happy but also. I'm just sad, in a way, I guess.

 

[lebrodude]

Good luck.
Benzos are easily obtainable btw, I'd recommend a little research if you really want them.

 

[TheHolySword]

Good luck.
Benzos are easily obtainable btw, I'd recommend a little research if you really want them.

Everything I've seen seems like it's hit or miss if you get prescribed them or not. I've read about people getting xanax prescribed within minutes of seeing a doctor and ppl with severe panic attacks not even being considered. I also don't want to go through the darkweb or any illegal means

 

[waistcoat]

i hope you find your peace, ill miss you ~

 

[yellowraincoat225]

Idk if this is allowed, but what is dmc? I tried finding sn on amazon but of course they only have 6.25%

 

[TheHolySword]

Idk if this is allowed, but what is dmc? I tried finding sn on amazon but of course they only have 6.25%

DMC is an SN supplier. There are clues all over the SN threads on this forum to help you find it. The big one is to use a russian search engine that starts with y. It's quite expensive though since he knows what we use it for

i hope you find your peace, ill miss you ~

don't worry, I'll still be around for a few more months! May 2025 will hopefully be my CTB month~

 

[waistcoat]

don't worry, I'll still be around for a few more months! May 2025 will hopefully be my CTB month~

i hope i get to know you better before you go~ tell me, what's your favourite color and food?

 

[TragedyBornCrimson]

I'm happy for you! I am expecting mine to come in the next two days, it becomes more real as the days come closer.

 

[TheHolySword]

i hope i get to know you better before you go~ tell me, what's your favourite color and food?

My favorite color kinda varies so I'm gonna give you a few! I love pink, purple, blue, black, and white (I know it's cheating to have so many but I love them all!)

My favorite food is pretty much any kind of pasta. I could literally eat pasta every single day (and believe it or not I do)

 

[waistcoat]

My favorite color kinda varies so I'm gonna give you a few! I love pink, purple, blue, black, and white (I know it's cheating to have so many but I love them all!)

My favorite food is pretty much any kind of pasta. I could literally eat pasta every single day (and believe it or not I do)

it may be cheating but i'm also a cheater when it comes to picking colors XD
and omfg yesss pasta is sooo goooodddd, what's your favourite kind?

 

[TheHolySword]

it may be cheating but i'm also a cheater when it comes to picking colors XD
and omfg yesss pasta is sooo goooodddd, what's your favourite kind?

What are your favorite colors? I'd love to know!

My favorite kind of pasta is probably penne or spaghetti. Very easy to cook in large batches and eat throughout the week, great comfort foods too

 

[waistcoat]

What are your favorite colors? I'd love to know!

My favorite kind of pasta is probably penne or spaghetti. Very easy to cook in large batches and eat throughout the week, great comfort foods too

!! mine are dark green (like, an evergreen forest kinda color), a pastel pink and then a reallllllly deep blue x;3

penne is so good omg i haven't had some in ages… i should get some tomorrow…

 

[myusername890]

Good luck.
Benzos are easily obtainable btw, I'd recommend a little research if you really want them.

What kinds of keywords do you need?

 

[TheHolySword]

!! mine are dark green (like, an evergreen forest kinda colour), a pastel pink and then a reallllllly deep blue x;3

penne is so good omg i haven't had some in ages… i should get some tomorrow…

i love dark green so much... such a peaceful color

you should definitely get some! enjoy the small things in life while they last~

 

[waistcoat]

i love dark green so much... such a peaceful color

you should definitely get some! enjoy the small things in life while they last~

it is, i love it so much~
i'll make sure to x;3

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.

 

[Topologie]

DMC is an SN supplier. There are clues all over the SN threads on this forum to help you find it. The big one is to use a russian search engine that starts with y. It's quite expensive though since he knows what we use it for

don't worry, I'll still be around for a few more months! May 2025 will hopefully be my CTB month~

I found something where I could order it, but it says it only ships within a certain country and looking at the currency it's not expensive. Not sure if I found the correct one mabye I'm just missing something?


Edit: neverming, I found a different website. Does anyone have experience with the payment methods listed? I've never used stuff like WesternUnion or MoneyGram or whatever else is listed there. Which one is easiest to do (without having to make like new accounts or something)?

 

[cali22♡]

Benzodiazepines are not absolutely necessary.
I wish you the best of luck on your journey and hope that the pain comes to an end

Take care

<3

 

[been__ready]

I'm happy for you! I am expecting mine to come in the next two days, it becomes more real as the days come closer.

Nervous and scared. But excited. I am so close to relief and peace. There is still so much to be done and so much time to go. But everything is finally coming together. I have my meto and my beta blocker. Antacids and pain relief will be easy to get so no worries there. I just need benzos but I don't know if I'll be lucky enough to get my hands on them. Hopefully my SN gets here without issue. I never thought I would find a method like this. I'm happy but also. I'm just sad, in a way, I guess.

Such a good feeling, right! Saying a prayer for all of us to receive our shipments safely and soundly I never thought it would come to this myself but here we are, and for what it's worth it - it seems to be the most dignified way to go so I am grateful. Will be following.. best of luck.

I'm happy for you! I am expecting mine to come in the next two days, it becomes more real as the days come closer.

Such a great feeling.. How long was it in total?

 

[TragedyBornCrimson]

Such a good feeling, right! Saying a prayer for all of us to receive our shipments safely and soundly I never thought it would come to this myself but here we are, and for what it's worth it - it seems to be the most dignified way to go so I am grateful. Will be following.. best of luck.


Such a great feeling.. How long was it in total?

16 days,it's currently in my cities distribution center. I live in the Midwest section of the US

 

[been__ready]

16 days,it's currently in my cities distribution center. I live in the Midwest section of the US

Thank you for the update! Hoping for the same timeline..

 

[opheliaoveragain]

I think a mix of feelings is to be expected! Remember benzo's aren't necessary for success. If you haven't run across the few recent timed accounts and maybe would like too read them, let me know and I'll link ya.

Wishing you the best no matter what, here for you if you'd like to talk.

 

[TheHolySword]

I think a mix of feelings is to be expected! Remember benzo's aren't necessary for success. If you haven't run across the few recent timed accounts and maybe would like too read them, let me know and I'll link ya.

Wishing you the best no matter what, here for you if you'd like to talk.

I would love to see them please if you don't mind linking them

 

[opheliaoveragain]

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[Topologie]

Silly question maybe but am I allowed to tell someone about my SN source via pm or would that be against the rules still?

 

[noname37]

I'm currently waiting for mine to arrive. It's been about 24 days and has been stuck in the same area for more than the day 10 days now. Not really sure what to do. I'm kinda anxious about contacting someone cause of what the package contains

 

[been__ready]

@TheHolySword @TragedyBornCrimson following the tracking as closely as you are I am assuming .. these are going to be the longest two weeks of my life..

Question - were the meto and BB things you just had handy? It's looking like I will have just the SN to work with.. a bit nervous but I've read threads where it has been successful regardless..

@opheliaoveragain - you are a trusted source here.. any advice for me? appreciate you all..

It's not easy planning this during the holidays.. thank you for your compassion and guidance during this process..

 

[TheHolySword]

@TheHolySword @TragedyBornCrimson following the tracking as closely as you are I am assuming .. these are going to be the longest two weeks of my life..

Question - were the meto and BB things you just had handy? It's looking like I will have just the SN to work with.. a bit nervous but I've read threads where it has been successful regardless..

@opheliaoveragain - you are a trusted source here.. any advice for me? appreciate you all..

It's not easy planning this during the holidays.. thank you for your compassion and guidance during this process..

I had to use online pharmacies for the BBs and meto! The beta blockers aren't necessary I'm just hoping they'll help a tiny bit. But I would highly recommend trying to get your hands on meto if you have the funds for it, it's the best supplement to add to the method (some might say it's close to being a requirement but ctb has been achieved without it).

 

[TragedyBornCrimson]

@TheHolySword @TragedyBornCrimson following the tracking as closely as you are I am assuming .. these are going to be the longest two weeks of my life..

Question - were the meto and BB things you just had handy? It's looking like I will have just the SN to work with.. a bit nervous but I've read threads where it has been successful regardless..

@opheliaoveragain - you are a trusted source here.. any advice for me? appreciate you all..

It's not easy planning this during the holidays.. thank you for your compassion and guidance during this process..

I scheduled an online telehealth appointment, I tried to get meto but instead they gave me Zofran due to their fear of Metos possibly permanent side effects. I will make due with zofran I don't have the time to wait for meto from an online pharmacy.

 

[been__ready]

I scheduled an online telehealth appointment, I tried to get meto but instead they gave me Zofran due to their fear of Metos possibly permanent side effects. I will make due with zofran I don't have the time to wait for meto from an online pharmacy.

Thank you both for the response - trying to figure out next steps.. I appreciate you both…