Do you also feel like you HATE (almost) EVERYONE?

[lnlybnny]

I feel like I hate every person around me. And it's not easy having to live around them.

I hate their ideas. I hate their meaningless small talk, gossip about trivialities, their stupid ambitions, I hate the fact that they think they need a purpose. I hate their houses, cars, doctors, trips, restaurants, the stupid ways they find to numb themselves. I hate the fact that they only think you have value based on what you can provide them with. What is purpose anyway? I don't have one, not in the way they accept it. I'm incapable of fitting in, and that's neither beautiful nor romantic, because I don't like the person they project onto me, the simplistic version they see when they look at me. I hate it so much.

 

[Deleted member 8119]

I hate being bitter. :(

 

[lnlybnny]

I hate being bitter. :(

I don't like it, it's one of the reasons i need to get out. I reckon I'm the one who's bothered so I'm the one who needs to move away

 

[SVEN]

I'm pretty much indifferent to most folk I meet. I just wear my "normal" disguise and try to do what I can to rub along. It's pretty much only on here I can be totally honest.
Weird isn't it, total unmet strangers kinda get where I am, whilst friends who know me haven't a clue.

 

[lnlybnny]

I'm pretty much indifferent to most folk I meet. I just wear my "normal" disguise and try to do what I can to rub along. It's pretty much only on here I can be totally honest.
Weird isn't it, total unmet strangers kinda get where I am, whilst friends who know me haven't a clue.

Yes, this has become my favorite place to interact. I feel kind of ''at home'' lol

 

[SVEN]

Yes, this has become my favorite place to interact. I feel kind of ''at home'' lol

So, either we're really sick … or, perhaps, we're the only sane ones in a demented world.

 

[cotton]

I feel like I hate every person around me. And it's not easy having to live around them.

I hate their ideas. I hate their meaningless small talk, gossip about trivialities, their stupid ambitions, I hate the fact that they think they need a purpose. I hate their houses, cars, doctors, trips, restaurants, the stupid ways they find to numb themselves. I hate the fact that they only think you have value based on what you can provide them with. What is purpose anyway? I don't have one, not in the way they accept it. I'm incapable of fitting in, and that's neither beautiful nor romantic, because I don't like the person they project onto me, the simplistic version they see when they look at me. I hate it so much.

This is what thinking about death brings, great perspective, far removed from the banal wormhole of trivial street-side existence.

 

[lnlybnny]

This is what thinking about death brings, great perspective, far removed from the banal wormhole of trivial street-side existence.

Funny thing is I isolate myself so much and been doing it for over 10 years, I basically just see one person for a few hours daily

 

[Thisisnotaname]

I don't hate everyone but in another hand I don't care about them. All of them ( and me)

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Yep, I hate almost everybody. I hate the human species so much. I'm nothing like this species. I honestly feel more like an alien and I hate at how people want me to be exactly like them

 

[YandereMikuMistress]

I hate their ideas. I hate their meaningless small talk, gossip about trivialities, their stupid ambitions, I hate the fact that they think they need a purpose. I hate their houses, cars, doctors, trips, restaurants, the stupid ways they find to numb themselves. I hate the fact that they only think you have value based on what you can provide them with. What is purpose anyway? I don't have one, not in the way they accept it. I'm incapable of fitting in, and that's neither beautiful nor romantic, because I don't like the person they project onto me, the simplistic version they see when they look at me. I hate it so much.

I feel the same way,
Tsk, can't stop em either, I mean how could I humans are social creatures aren't they?
I hate that everyone around me expects
You to be fully functional for them, I hate the small talk Idgaf about these people I just fucking make myself guilty for not having somthing to strive other then death unlike the hard working citizens who contribute to there community and have this concept that living is everything, the kids walking through a mall I don't care to be at screaming whore and slut at one another, walking by each shop to drop a resume but also getting an idea of all these peoples personalities even just a little, I feel like allot can tell when somones behind the tills being the fakest version of themselves,, even when there nice and feel genuine I just get annoyed, because I personally don't understand the profound interest in many things like for example this one Russian women's knowledge on the history of certain coat brands,, I'm attempting to use examples from when I went and put resumes out, today I've got an interview at a shop i know nothing about, nor do I care to but in a world where I kinda have to in order to get by I must,,I'd go on but I can't say im the best at describing what I want, I hate how senseless everything really seems to be.

But I guess I don't hate them just as i dont care for them like thisisnotaname said

 

[cotton]

Funny thing is I isolate myself so much and been doing it for over 10 years, I basically just see one person for a few hours daily

What do they do the most?

When I people watch, I see their purpose and intent but feel like somethings missing... Seeing someone doesn't say enough... It would be good to know what they're feeling! Life would be a bit like a comic strip if it were like that though, totally surreal.

 

[DeadNotSleeping]

I have moments where the last thing I want to do is interact with another person. Or if it's really bad I'll seek out arguments just for the sake of arguing. I try not to be that way though. For being alive as long as I have I still haven't found a consistent trigger for it. So no idea what causes it.

 

[Hotsackage]

The only person that annoys me is elon musk

 

[divinemistress36]

I feel like we are all a bunch of apes

 

[ScaredOfMachines]

I don't hate everyone but in another hand I don't care about them. All of them ( and me)

Same here, I'm just a bit apathetic towards everyone. Over the past year, I've watched people like me get replaced more and more by robots that can't do our jobs. A world so eager to throw me out isn't one I can bring myself to care enough about to hate.

 

[yxmux]

Absolutely. My deep resentment towards everyone is buried under my indifference, which itself is hidden under a mask of compliance or enthusiasm.

 

[BornByGhosts]

i used to. now everybody just looks the same to me, nobody's special in a good or bad way.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I guess if I didn't hate myself so much then this would be the alternative for me. But how could I possibly find the will to hate anyone else more than I hate myself? I don't know what everyone else is going through while for myself I know exactly how evil and unworthy I am.

 

[L'absent]

They are mentally disturbed people, you can't do anything about it. Everything they do and create serves them to endure existence, they are sick. Be patient and ignore them if you can.

 

[cotton]

Absolutely. My deep resentment towards everyone is buried under my indifference, which itself is hidden under a mask of compliance or enthusiasm.

If you responded to 'why do you want to work here' with this and your appropriate skills history I'd give you the job... Workplaces should be based on reality... Period.

 

[lnlybnny]

I don't hate everyone but in another hand I don't care about them. All of them ( and me)

I guess if I didn't hate myself so much then this would be the alternative for me. But how could I possibly find the will to hate anyone else more than I hate myself? I don't know what everyone else is going through while for myself I know exactly how evil and unworthy I am.

i used to. now everybody just looks the same to me, nobody's special in a good or bad way.

Same here, I'm just a bit apathetic towards everyone. Over the past year, I've watched people like me get replaced more and more by robots that can't do our jobs. A world so eager to throw me out isn't one I can bring myself to care enough about to hate.

I meant ''hate'' as a general word, I don't actively hate anyone, that would require much energy, that I don't have. With ''hate'' I meant I don't fit in nor find almost anything slightly interesting in the way they perceive life. I'm totally unfit and I resent the fact that they think I should fit in

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I meant ''hate'' as a general word, I don't actively hate anyone, that would require much energy, that I don't have. With ''hate'' I meant I don't fit in nor find almost anything slightly interesting in the way they perceive life. I'm totally unfit and I resent the fact that they think I should fit in

Resentment and hate aren't too far apart from each other. All sorts of hateful acts throughout the course of time have been the direct result of some form of resentment. I'm not saying you're wrong to resent people though. That's perfectly fair.

 

[lnlybnny]

Resentment and hate aren't too far apart from each other. All sorts of hateful acts throughout the course of time have been the direct result of some form of resentment. I'm not saying you're wrong to resent people though. That's perfectly fair.

I said I resent THE FACT they want me to fit in. Tbh I don't really care about them I just wish I didn't take part in any of that and that's one of the reasons I need to go

 

[BlendedHeart]

I dislike almost everyone and yet I yearn for company, which in turn makes me hate myself.

Ain't that great?

 

[lnlybnny]

I dislike almost everyone and yet I yearn for company, which in turn makes me hate myself.

Ain't that great?

It's very complex and complicated, I know. I'd trade everyone around me for a certain single person lol

 

[RosebyAnyName]

Yes and no. Sometimes I feel like everyone is actually good at their core, and other times I just hate everyone regardless. It depends on my mood. Mentally I know this is a dumb way to think about it, and I know realistically that some people are good and some people are bad, but emotionally I struggle to avoid these extremes.

 

[YandereMikuMistress]

I feel like we are all a bunch of apes

Agreed, tho
I think we'd all be better off dead instead of Continuing to traumatize echother,, alas, if only.

 

[Lost Magic]

Yes. Everything is so transactional and absurd with humans. It's a terrible species overall.

 

[supergold#2]

I feel like I hate every person around me. And it's not easy having to live around them.

I hate their ideas. I hate their meaningless small talk, gossip about trivialities, their stupid ambitions, I hate the fact that they think they need a purpose. I hate their houses, cars, doctors, trips, restaurants, the stupid ways they find to numb themselves. I hate the fact that they only think you have value based on what you can provide them with. What is purpose anyway? I don't have one, not in the way they accept it. I'm incapable of fitting in, and that's neither beautiful nor romantic, because I don't like the person they project onto me, the simplistic version they see when they look at me. I hate it so much.

i feel this SO much. wouldn't say i'm a true misanthrope, but my baseline for any stranger is always pure hate and distrust, until they "prove" to me they're kind/"worth keeping around", which is usually like 1 out of every 1000 for me.
i've trying to trying to rewrite my brain to stop be so absurdist, and at least let it be nihilistic, so i'm not so crushingly lonely all the time, but it's hard. therapy sucks. dysphoria/dysmorphia/mental illness makes it all nearly impossible, but it does make me feel better momentarily when someone does let me in, though it's only a matter of how long until i scare them away, and it's back to square one. you're defs not alone.