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the art of being alone
- Jan 25, 2024
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The general human experience seems like a movie I can't take part in. I just watch it from outside like I'm inside a bubble, in my own little world where very few things matter, like my favorite artists. In this world I only care about these things which don't matter that much to the average person. I seem to value things that aren't that valuable to them. I don't share their ambitions, in fact that's one of the reasons I need to ctb: I never had a job and I'm about to turn 30. I'm just so unmotivated to be a ''functioning member of society''. However, this has to change very soon since the people who support me are, understandably, fed up with me.
It's kinda sad because I'm not like some people here who think life is just dreadful. As I stated above, I do see beauty in very few things, but unfortunately I lost my way in some part of the journey and I can't find it anymore, or maybe I never did find myself. But anyway, the point is: I don't feel human.
I think I'd perhaps be much better if I was a cat. I think I have the personality of a cat. I just love to sleep and take naps, it's my favorite hobby besides engaging with my favorite artists.
It's kinda sad because I'm not like some people here who think life is just dreadful. As I stated above, I do see beauty in very few things, but unfortunately I lost my way in some part of the journey and I can't find it anymore, or maybe I never did find myself. But anyway, the point is: I don't feel human.
I think I'd perhaps be much better if I was a cat. I think I have the personality of a cat. I just love to sleep and take naps, it's my favorite hobby besides engaging with my favorite artists.