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Tiburcio
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Hi.
Sorry this uninteresting thread, I just want to express my thoughts.
Time ago I was refused by everyone I had at my side. It feels bad, betrayal is something no one should experience.
But the point is: this happened a lot years ago but even today I feel refused. Like nobody wants me. Like if I wouldn't get rid of society and tried to be into it, they would left me. Everybody looks better without me. I never could be with those who really I would love. People eventually gets tired of you and you lost all the people you had.
Sometimes I suddenly feel this feeling of being hated by everyone. Even if I didn't nothing wrong or nothing happened I have a strong feeling of being refused. It's irrational but that moment when everybody lefts you changes your mind forever.
It's not my fault... I think. But I can't avoid it. That feeling of meaningless... If society wasn't a bunch of assholes I probably would feel very bad with myself.
Sorry this uninteresting thread, I just want to express my thoughts.
Time ago I was refused by everyone I had at my side. It feels bad, betrayal is something no one should experience.
But the point is: this happened a lot years ago but even today I feel refused. Like nobody wants me. Like if I wouldn't get rid of society and tried to be into it, they would left me. Everybody looks better without me. I never could be with those who really I would love. People eventually gets tired of you and you lost all the people you had.
Sometimes I suddenly feel this feeling of being hated by everyone. Even if I didn't nothing wrong or nothing happened I have a strong feeling of being refused. It's irrational but that moment when everybody lefts you changes your mind forever.
It's not my fault... I think. But I can't avoid it. That feeling of meaningless... If society wasn't a bunch of assholes I probably would feel very bad with myself.