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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,683
It does to me, I really have existed for such a long time, I mean now it's close to it being 23 years spent trapped in this existence, which is 23 years too long, I hate how this is still seen as "young". Ideally this existence never should have happened in the first place, it's always a curse to be so harmfully imposed with the ability to suffer, only never existing is true perfection.

And it's terrifying how this existence could potentially continue for decades, I find it horrific how a human could potentially exist for so long as this now feels like such a long time. Even one second in this existence is one second too long to me, I will always prefer the sound of being eternally unaware to this cruel and undesirable existence that just causes suffering.
 
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WAITING TO DIE

WAITING TO DIE

TORMENTED
Sep 30, 2023
1,539
Absolutely yes.
I have set my date with non - existence in early January 2024.
It is unthinkable to live beyond that.
 

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