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CHOSEVIOLENCE

CHOSEVIOLENCE

♱ No more counting dollars we'll be counting stars
Jul 24, 2024
32
For me, it was travelling to every province in the country.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,225
I want to have at least every final starter evolution as a shiny. I'm pretty close, just need Meganium, Typhlosion, Blaziken, Swampert, and all the Gen 9 starters.
 
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eatantz

eatantz

I luv dolls
Nov 4, 2023
560
I want to be loved and be in a relationship
 
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LifeQuitter

LifeQuitter

Experienced
Jul 11, 2024
264
No, I don't care about anything.
 
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Velvet Fortress

Velvet Fortress

Member
Dec 13, 2021
72
I've kind of given up on accomplishing anything. I can't even do the bare minimum

I did visit Japan in January though, so I guess you could argue I already did what I wanted to do
 
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Grimpoteuthis

Grimpoteuthis

Your deep sea friend
Jul 1, 2023
85
I want to apologize to my family formally for draining them, but I never had the courage. Just like how my dad never had the courage to hand me the letter he wrote to me that was hidden on a shelf I happened to find. We are a family but we never make any conversation beyond small talks, so that might be my last wish.
 
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etherealspring

etherealspring

can someone just kill me already
Mar 27, 2024
273
nope, ive tried everything i could to be happy and none of it worked. im at peace with the idea of ctb, i just need to gather the courage to do it. im done with living
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,778
The things I still would like to do before CTB are unattainable.
 
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anopenwound

anopenwound

I̸'̷m̵ ̸g̶o̷i̶n̵g̷ ̶h̵o̶m̶e̶.̵
Jul 27, 2024
115
I wanna see how far a couple of things I'm working on will go. I doubt they'll get anywhere. But I'm a lil curious.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,523
Nope
 
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enduringwinter

enduringwinter

flower, water
Jun 20, 2024
310
I want to make peace with dying.

Not important but a little progress at kendo would be nice.
 
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untothedepths

untothedepths

ego death, then death
Mar 20, 2023
594
yeah i wish i could stop being a pussy
 
Steff1337

Steff1337

Autistic and schizophrenic, please be respectful
Jun 21, 2024
659
I thought I would be able to accomplish certain things before CTB, but now, I realise that I can't, and that I just wanna go without doing anything.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
10,282
More out of a sense of obligation rather than wanting to achieve things now. I have it in my head that I'm going to CTB as quickly as I can after my Dad dies. But, I'm freelance. I undertake big, long projects with a deadline. It's not to say I'm irreplaceable. I'm not by any means but, it would be dumping a company in the shit if I left part way through. So, I just don't know what I'd do. Whether I'd CTB regardless or, try to finish what I was working on and go after that. May seem kind of stupid to a lot of people but, I have a very strong work ethic. Plus, I've literally had ideation for decades. I've already been waiting far too long for this. A bit longer may not hurt. There again, it may. There's someone from my past I'd rather die than see again. So, it might be worth CTB regardless of whatever else is going on- just to avoid that.
 
hawkshorizon

hawkshorizon

Member
Aug 23, 2023
70
A long road trip, visiting a few of the national parks I've come to love, and terminating at a desert post where I'd set up a folding chair next to a small fire and spend the night looking up at the stars. That would be a nice way to conclude my time here.
 
Lo$t95

Lo$t95

Hello Darkness my old Friend
Jul 16, 2024
81
A long road trip, visiting a few of the national parks I've come to love, and terminating at a desert post where I'd set up a folding chair next to a small fire and spend the night looking up at the stars. That would be a nice way to conclude my time here.
This sounds really appealing. Hope you enjoy it. I would like that a lot. A nice view of the sky with no night pollution would be soothing on the night.
 
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wCvML2

Member
Nov 15, 2021
455
Maybe if nothing else I want to move to another country for at least a year and distance myself completely from all family members. That way I won't feel any guilt.
 

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