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AFinalJourney

AFinalJourney

Restless
Jan 2, 2025
10
In my case, most likely not unless an extreme investigation takes place. I'll factory reset my only device before I go and then donate it to a friend.
 
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ma0

ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
477
It's only a matter of time really, since I'm pretty active on here. I actually leaked my username on a gc once, but I quickly disguised it as a big joke. One day it won't be a joke though, that much I know for sure.

(also 100th message yay)
 
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Andrew10

Andrew10

Member
May 6, 2023
74
I honestly don't give a shit who sees me stepping on this site, whether it's someone I know or not, all I want is peace. But your question made me think for a few seconds so I thought it would be worth leaving an answer to it based on my life status.

I have no idea about the emotional status of each of my old colleagues or if they have gone through or are going through something. As things appear, most of them seem very focused but seeing how my environment is. Its very unlikely, in my close circle the chances of someone using this site seem to be too low, I discovered this site thanks to the video of Tantacrul and since I am from Spain/Catalonia in a small town that I know of, almost no one would bother to search in English, let alone search about suicide because many of my old classmates are currently starting their adult years, building their lives and they all seem have an own path and goals to follow, in the hypothetical case that an acquaintance ended up here, no one would find me or know about me with this username that I also have. And if somehow someone finds out who I am here, I wouldn't give a fuck.
 
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requiemforadream

requiemforadream

This little fellow is getting tired
Jan 1, 2025
48
I don't care :halo:
 
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areyousafe??

Arcanist
Nov 27, 2024
401
If someone goes through my phone after I die, then maybe they will find out, but I am considering deleting all my phone history when the time comes. I doubt anyone will be interested enough to go through my phone, though.
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
1,181
It's only a matter of time really, since I'm pretty active on here. I actually leaked my username on a gc once, but I quickly disguised it as a big joke. One day it won't be a joke though, that much I know for sure.

(also 100th message yay)
congrats on 100 messages! ^_^

yes, mostly because I don't really care personally~ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I've used it in class a bunch before realizing you could even turn off the giant text saying "Sanctioned Suicide"~ xDDD And I talk about it readily with people I talk to online as I like and use this site a whole lot, so it's hard to avoid mentioning like ever! xDDD as long as people suddenly don't try to get me fired or whatever, I should be fine~ :) and needless to say, my activity on here has all been wholesome and helpful~ :) If they looked beyond the heavily and unfairly tarnished name of the site, they'd see me just being nice, empathetic, and caring for others despite my own despair~ :)
 
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vercabow

vercabow

my suicide is written in the stars
Nov 22, 2024
99
i don't have any friends so i guess not. however i feel like if someone who knows me stumbles into my account, they'd 100% know it's me if they just did a little digging
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
1,087
I hope not.
 
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ShatteredSerenity

ShatteredSerenity

I talk to God, but the sky is empty.
Nov 24, 2024
676
I keep this site in incognito mode, and use a separate email account so nobody will find it. I did tell my wife I'm using a support site for suicidal people, but without any details and I doubt she cares anyways.
 
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onthefence

onthefence

Actually… sobbing on the floor
Dec 31, 2024
227
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ScaredOfMachines

ScaredOfMachines

I am who I am
Nov 8, 2024
156
I hope not, for the sake of other people using this site. It genuinely gives the people on it some place to belong. Last thing it needs is another lawsuit or bad press from people looking for something to blame.

But if it didn't change anything in that way, I honestly wouldn't care. This site's helped me a lot more than any mental health pro ever has, and it'd be nice for someone to know my real thoughts and feelings.
 
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ThisIsMe1357

Student
May 20, 2024
187
I use Tor, so I hope not...or at least not while I am alive.

I am actually curious to know if the fact that I use Tor means that it will be impossible for anyone to ever find out...or whether it is still possible to connect this website to a user after a thorough investigation of one's computer or possibly one's phone. As far as I know, Tor browser does not record anything related to visited websites, it does not record any history, and so on.
 
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Rhymester

Depression Hugs
Aug 9, 2023
119
No, the only people that know are the people from this website. I will just be another forgotten number. Being forgotten sucks.
 
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ugly777

Member
Jan 1, 2025
12
I don't think anyone will find out. Especially since I barely have anyone in my life.
 
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StrawberryRed

StrawberryRed

🌺🌺
Oct 16, 2024
60
I worry about this all the time, especially for my parents. I only use ss on incognito mode and if I died I would first delete my account and then get rid of my phone. I'm mostly stressed about people I know reading my posts and figuring out it's about them. I wouldnt even permit that to happen after I'm dead.
 
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SleepyWoodlands

SleepyWoodlands

Member
Jan 4, 2025
7
I would rather they not as I don't want those close to me to be burdened by the knowledge or get the wrong impression.
Maybe I'll accidentally let it slip, maybe my SI will use it as a cry for help.

I don't think work will care, and I don't care if they find out. It'll probably be used against me if they did. Probably not wise to browse this site on the company's wifi, but again I don't mind.

If I do decide to leave then I'll make sure nothing can be traced here.
 
lawlietsph

lawlietsph

can we be done here
May 6, 2023
248
I read this site around my family like it's a news page or something. I don't care. They don't care or notice.
Someone from the family would probably search through these stuff but honestly I don't give a damn. ☹️
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,774
Yes, among my CTB notes is my mention of this site, with my user name, in case my stepmother ever wants to read some of my posts
 
human909

human909

Banned
Dec 30, 2024
594
I guess most likely, my friends already know it sadly, but they have not tried to stop me so that's good!
 
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depthss

depthss

wikihow
Dec 12, 2023
234
i dont really care if other people find out i was on here, if im dead, nothing would really bother me. though, i still doubt anyone would find my accounts
 
SadRatQueen

SadRatQueen

Professional Crybaby
Dec 27, 2024
62
I highly doubt anyone in my life would care enough to really try to access my phone or computer. I've honestly debated if I wanted to write my passwords on a note so people can find/access my online diaries so they could attempt to get closure. But they never onced cared about me or my mental struggles, so why would they bother looking into it?

I have no doubt in my mind some will say, "Finally." Or "At least we don't have to deal with her anymore." I am someone society would never missed, as I was never noticed from the jump.

I'll just be a number in a statistic.
 
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8leveloquenfrn4evr8

Student
Nov 26, 2024
196
Probably not but there are people who could find out who is on this forum if they wanted to.
 
-nobodyknows-

-nobodyknows-

I will face my fate.
Jun 16, 2024
636
I actually told someone once, but very vaguely and I don't think they really knew what I was referring to. Didn't tell them my username though
 
motob

motob

Member
Oct 20, 2023
13
In my case, most likely not unless an extreme investigation takes place. I'll factory reset my only device before I go and then donate it to a friend.
My regular email is linked here, but I don't think anyone can see it. If I ctb, I'll put it in my note or something. Might help people get some insight at least.
 
soledad.virgen

soledad.virgen

call me sol
Dec 1, 2020
127
no, i always get abandoned or replaced, since I'm so disposable they won't even bother trying to look for "why" i did it
 
RedHates

RedHates

Professional Victim
Jun 21, 2023
129
Only 2 people know about my account here. I don't think they'd ever tell but if I'm being honest, I'm going to accidentally leave one of these tabs open.
 
Anonslostsoul

Anonslostsoul

Waiting at the bus stop
Aug 4, 2024
11
I wouldn't want anyone to find this account because I don't want them knowing what this site is. If someone already knew what the site was however then I wouldn't really care
 
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CogitoMori

Specialist
Oct 21, 2024
394
I hope not until after I ctb. I've accidentally left it open in front of my partner but they didn't say anything. I'm really worried he knows.
 

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