Venting Do you think anything will come after death/there is in afterlife?

[Mary Janex]

Do you think that we will go somewhere else, after we've died or that nothing will come at all? Like just darkness? I like the idea, that our soul somehow "lives on" somewhere in peace, but somehow I think, we'll just sleep forever and that's it.

 

[DivineSpark]

I dont really care what comes after, I think struggle and pain in this life is worse.

 

[divinemistress36]

Im hoping to go to some other dimension. Not heaven cause that sounds to bibical

 

[ValkyrieCain]

This is one thing I always wondered; about thought that always accompanies me during the process of wanting to commit suicide: What happens next ?
its a weird thought to me because at the same time I would be wanting to kill myself to put a stop to all the feelings and thoughts and emotions I go through; to feel nothing at all. To not have to be in control of making more decisions or putting up with the current life im in. A feeling of freedom in a way is how I view suicide.

Then why do I always think ; what will happen next? where would I go ? It feels contradictory to me cause while I want to put an end to it all Im also trying to think of what comes after ? This is what my SI feeds on; The uncertainty of the unknown.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

1 micro second After my brain dies I will cease to exist forever

 

[Darkover]

Life has no use and it's pointless to make any effort as everything ends up dissolving into nothingness there's no advancing to a more advanced state life just is for no reason at all everything breaks down into small parts as the result of impact or decay everything disintegrates here into nothingness

 

[beeptad]

I think we're gone forever

 

[allmylife]

I think death is the end. That's what I hope for as well.

 

[Nemaki Arber]

I personally believe our energy goes somewhere to another dimension, where our soul can explore the universe and its beauty before choosing to go back to life. Our consciousness goes beyond our physical form and our current dimension.

It could be wishful thinking, the universe always fascinated me and I've been always sad with the idea that we don't have the technology to explore it further than we currently can, but there's also so much we don't understand or know about the universe, in the end all we are is a specific composition of atoms and chemicals. I'd love to be a soul with my friend's soul exploring all the other worlds out there, all they other universes, dimensions, etc.

 

[Halfhourdays]

I don't believe in an afterlife, but I hope death is like sleeping.

 

[manythanks]

"Forever Conscious Research Channel" on YouTube helped me tremendously in discovering what might come next after death, anyways I'll ctb tomorrow and will find out. Month ago I had a glimpse of strange memories and there was light everywhere and it was somehow linked to events how I ended up in this forsaken place. And after watching this channel for some time with commentaries on different Near Death Experiences (NDE) and pre-birth memories I maybe might know what those strange memories might represent, but really who knows. Anyways, 3 weeks ago when I decided to ctb I wasn't aware at all about such things but then I've googled NDE on sanctioned-suicide and there was a thread and someone was referring to this channel and it was really an eye-opener for me. Sad that I only found out about all this right before my ctb but it really helped me to come through all this. Maybe it will help someone too.

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[divinemistress36]

"Forever Conscious Research Channel" on YouTube helped me tremendously in discovering what might come next after death, anyways I'll ctb tomorrow and will find out. Month ago I had a glimpse of strange memories and there was light everywhere and it was somehow linked to events how I ended up in this forsaken place. And after watching this channel for some time with commentaries on different Near Death Experiences (NDE) and pre-birth memories I maybe might know what those strange memories might represent, but really who knows. Anyways, 3 weeks ago when I decided to ctb I wasn't aware at all about such things but then I've googled NDE on sanctioned-suicide and there was a thread and someone was referring to this channel and it was really an eye-opener for me. Sad that I only found out about all this right before my ctb but it really helped me to come through all this. Maybe it will help someone too.

Если кто-то говорит по-русски советую посмотреть версию Вована Джапана watch?v=G7D8CagP9rk на ютубе я вот ее на самом деле разделяю, видео "КТО ТАКОЙ БОГ, ПОЧЕМУ ТЫ РОДИЛСЯ НА ЗЕМЛЕ #общение"

I wonder if its in some peoples soul plan to ctb

 

[manythanks]

I wonder if its in some peoples soul plan to ctb

It might be, when I was 15 I was talking about how I'll ctb when I will be 30. And all my life thoughts of ctb was just hanging around not too seriously, but constantly. And now I'm 33 and despite having a perfect heath trough my whole life, now it just crashed and I'm having two options rather suffer or ctb now. And right before ctb I have info about afterlife, also last few years I was seriously researching magic-related stuff and made some really serious findings related to dreamworld, and right after those findings my health was damaged from multiple sides at once.

 

[F@#$]

I hope not. Unless I get to be a ghost or some kinda evil spirit.

 

[FuneralCry]

No, I only believe death to be non-existence which is all I wish and hope for, I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, futile existence rather all I want is to not exist, I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity with all finally forgotten about, to me existence really does feel like the most terrible mistake and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace. I'd personally be so relieved to never exist ever again, in this existence where there is all this suffering and cruelty all for the sake of it non-existence really is the only relief for me and is all I hope for, I'd always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this torturous unnecessary existence that just causes so much suffering all for the sake of it until all is finally forgotten in non-existence anyway.

 

[outrider567]

No darkness, no nothing--If I thought that even if there was a 1 in a 1000 chance that there is an afterlife where I might see my girlfriend again, I would have CTB'ed three years ago

 

[LastRaven013]

It's a bit comforting to believe that your soul would find peace and rest after death. I like to think it would be a place akin to heaven, and you could choose if you want to spend time with those that you like, without having to worry about anything bad. While a part of me still thinks that way, it's sometimes overshadowed by believing that it'll be exactly like before being born. So, nothing, nowhere, like nothing ever happened and simply sleeping, which is still better than living.

 

[Apokryphiel]

Part of me would like to hope so, but the other part wishes for the opposite. I think, at the end of the day, I just want to sleep forever - fall into that void and be done with it all. It's really hard being Christian sometimes. I don't even know myself.

 

[moonflow3r]

i hope its like dreaming

 

[AnonymousL]

I think the end is the end.

Like life before you were born.
Just black. Nothingness.

Although sometimes I like to believe my best friend (ctb'd) is still by my side. Sometimes I see things as signs that he shows me to let me know he's still here with me on earth.
But I guess that's just a way of coping

 

[unscrewedmoon999]

I really hope not. I want the end to be the same as before I was born.

 

[bigbootyboots18]

I just want to be happy

 

[bananaolympus]

I want to reincarnate into a deva or be a part of a higher plane of existence

 

[burntfatvirgin]

I keep believing, I think for my own sanity, there's an afterlife. That I have a pretty good chance at a good one, considering the worst I've done is say mean things in bad attempts at humor and then backpedal or change the subject without apologizing because I constantly encountered the line "If you were really sorry, you wouldn't have said it in the first place" from my peers. Maybe I'm the bully everyone else thinks I was, but I always felt like the one being bullied, and I hope part of my mental illnesses being "victim complex" isn't some sort of cardinal sin lost in history. I've always liked the idea of living in various alternate universes the way AI lets us do, even before its newfound ubiquitous nature showed me it was remotely plausible in this life.

 

[Big_Eal]

Do you think that we will go somewhere else, after we've died or that nothing will come at all? Like just darkness? I like the idea, that our soul somehow "lives on" somewhere in peace, but somehow I think, we'll just sleep forever and that's it.

i hope there is nothing after death , just like before born, all black , just peace

 

[EvisceratedJester]

I believe that when you die, that is it. There isn't even "darkness" or whatever. There is just nothing. Your consciousness is the result of brain activity, so if you are dead then you cease to exist anymore.

 

[amaterasu :-)]

I fear that there are higher powers that can decide my existence more than I can... as they already did by deciding for me to be here. If we came from nothing once, I see no reason why we can't come from nothing a second time.