
terra.nuvo
Student
- Feb 15, 2024
- 178
I can't seem to get better. I just feel so stuck in the pain and sadness. I can't tell if I'm depressed or if I am just forcing myself to stay this way. I say that I'm trying to change but am I really? I give up so easily. I have no ability to persevere anymore. Everything feels like an uphill battle. I'm scared to tell my therapist about how I've quit another job. She'd be so disappointed. I'm disappointed in myself. I feel like such a failure. Nothing will ever get better because I'm standing in my own way all the time. I don't know what to do. I want to recover but I don't think I'll ever be able to. I just hate this life and I want to disappear.