Does anyone else want to die in their prime?

[Comatose11]

My parents are aging and I also have a friend who works in a nursing home. I want to die before I'm middle aged. Can anyone relate?

 

[GodKnows]

I'm 25 and want to leave.

 

[Smilla]

I'm 38, soon turning 39.

Basically I've lived half my life so I feel "justified" in leaving (not that one needs justification).

My Mom is 71 and has early onset dementia, has had it for over 10 years now, it's horrifying and unspeakably sad.

I'm getting out while I still can.

 

[Smilla]

My parents are aging and I also have a friend who works in a nursing home. I want to die before I'm middle aged. Can anyone relate?

How old are you, Coma?

 

[Hanger]

I also want to die before getting old

 

[millefeui]

Sure. I am not interested in becoming an old person.

 

[wanttodie]

im 55 and want ti die be for im 58

 

[Comatose11]

How old are you, Coma?

21

 

[Maggotymaggots]

At 21, I guess I'd be considered to be in my prime. If these are the best years of my life, then I don't want to be around to experience what's in store for me later on.

 

[millefeui]

At 21, I guess I'd be considered to be in my prime. If these are the best years of my life, then I don't want to be around to experience what's in store for me later on.

I will be 28 in October, and honestly since I was 18 it only went downhill. Things did improve a bit from my 25 to now, but not enough for me to enjoy life.

 

[Smilla]

21

Young!

I am amazed at the wisdom of you younger folks, I would have guessed you to be older.

Both you and maggottymaggots.

 

[Maggotymaggots]

I will be 28 in October, and honestly since I was 18 it only went downhill. Things did improve a bit from my 25 to now, but not enough for me to enjoy life.

Yeah, I don't think it would be impossible for things to improve for me, but as it was with you, I couldn't imagine them ever improving enough to the point where I wouldn't want to kill myself.

 

[Comatose11]

Young!

I am amazed at the wisdom of you younger folks, I would have guessed you to be older.

Both you and maggottymaggots.

Thank you

 

[Deleted_9cKnXB34QG]

Yes, I'm 26 and I feel that I've seen and understood enough about life, I don't want to get old and sick.
I've watched my grandpa die of cancer, I'm watching my 86 y/o grandmother vegetating on her chair, her organs slowly failing one by one - no, thnx, I'll pass.

TBH I should have killed myself at 18 because that's when my pathetic life peaked, it only got worse from there - my mental health deteriorated so fast after that.

 

[mattwitt]

My prime was 14 and now I'm 41 and I just noticed that 41 is 14 backwards and that this is also the 14th reply to this thread. lol

 

[Tiburcio]

I won't specify age again.

I want to die for several reasons, personal and related with world itself.

I have not an exact date and I'm going to let things flow, it's something that will eventually happen, it can be in one month or 20 years.

 

[Imaginos]

Enh, I'd say yes. I'm almost 30 and the thought of living any longer past that makes me nauseous/panicked. Every painful, disappointing, boring, year I continue to live, is just another year that needlessly proves & reminds me that I could've, and really should've, saved myself the trouble and tried to kill myself sooner (despite the seeming impossibility in said task).

 

[creatureoflight]

My ultimate goal would be to live to 50-55-I am 27 now, so that is a REALLY long way off.

 

[Lrdhlpme]

My parents are aging and I also have a friend who works in a nursing home. I want to die before I'm middle aged. Can anyone relate?

I'd perfer to die an old man in my sleep next to the love of my life.. don't think that will happen tho

 

[Zanexx]

I do want this. I feel as though I sort of romanticise the idea of my death - since I was a teenager, not that this is my reason for wanting to die by any means, but I do find something appealing about the idea of being dead (a corpse, followed by ashes). I have always presumed I would die young, in fact I am surprised I made it to (nearly) 25. I feel like if you die young, you don't have to end up unable to care for yourself, wrinkled, outstaying your welcome on the Earth and so on and so forth.

 

[Tomasnil]

Im past my prime

 

[Definitelyworried]

I'm past my prime too.

 

[BlackDragonof1989]

I'm at the top of that hill when HGH starts falling off, the body starts to not be so forgiving, and my mental issues feels like I'm an old man, no inner peace, never truly satisfied.

 

[Tiburcio]

I don't care about moments, I simply want to die as soon as possible. The ideal thing would be not being born.

 

[Severen]

I wish I died in my 20s.

 

[Dip]

If you count 30s as still being in your prime then yes ^^

 

[cccitrus]

i really don't want to grow older so yeah, why not

 

[nuclearsnake]

Thank fuck I'm not the only one. I am terrified of aging. I see old people and how their bodies are shutting down and some of them have to rely more and more on others to get through daily life and that's something I do not want, ever. I want to die before I start to deteriorate.

 

[creatureoflight]

I don't get how old age (meaning retirement in a nursing home) is so important to most people, I would rather die beforehand

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

At 21, I guess I'd be considered to be in my prime. If these are the best years of my life, then I don't want to be around to experience what's in store for me later on.

I'm 24, and have had shitty mental health since I was 12. That's half of my life now. If any of those years were my 'prime' then fuck it, it wasn't worth even getting that far.