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- Aug 18, 2020
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I received some comments that my threads are good distractions from personal problems. And I am proud of that.
In the past I sometimes had a guilty conscience for being a longterm member (due to the media reports) and posted a lot of recovery resources.
Currently, I am the member with the 20th most posts. And I think on the "ranking" with most threads I am even higher.
I kind of like that my contributions to this community will be part of my legacy. I want to document all the injustice I had to endure. And I wanted to prove that I actually fight for my life. And maybe to help others to win that fight. But I am becoming increasingly tired. Really tired.
In the past I sometimes had a guilty conscience for being a longterm member (due to the media reports) and posted a lot of recovery resources.
Currently, I am the member with the 20th most posts. And I think on the "ranking" with most threads I am even higher.
I kind of like that my contributions to this community will be part of my legacy. I want to document all the injustice I had to endure. And I wanted to prove that I actually fight for my life. And maybe to help others to win that fight. But I am becoming increasingly tired. Really tired.