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socrates

socrates

I know nothing except the fact of my ignorance.
Dec 3, 2019
303
Every now and then I'll read some self help articles or watch a video to help overcome my issues. Then I get too overwhelmed, figure it won't help anyway and then resolve to CTB, then once I say I will CTB I feel a lot better.
 
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crimsonpool

crimsonpool

hikikomori
May 15, 2023
94
this happens to me too it feels like the solutions they offer just won't work compared to if i ctb; although i know this is illogical
 
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neurotic

neurotic

Abandoned
May 24, 2023
81
Do you think it's because you get frustrated at how hard it is to overcome your issues and it's much easier to have an escape?
 
socrates

socrates

I know nothing except the fact of my ignorance.
Dec 3, 2019
303
Do you think it's because you get frustrated at how hard it is to overcome your issues and it's much easier to have an escape?
Yeah, I think that's the reason. I have OCD, so exposure therapy is really scary.
 
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neurotic

neurotic

Abandoned
May 24, 2023
81
Yeah, I think that's the reason. I have OCD, so exposure therapy is really scary.
I completely understand. I hope some day you'll be able to overcome these issues, and I'm sorry it's made your life so unbearable. I'm rooting for you!
 
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AshClouds

AshClouds

In time I started growing inward.
Apr 10, 2023
324
I looked at/tried so many recovery options and nothing seems to work. I really do want to recover, but idk if I can
 
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unrest

unrest

Member
Jun 3, 2023
76
feel very similar. especially since there's so much to unpack and work on through my issues, it gets tiring being constanly reminded.
 
hana0

hana0

Member
May 27, 2023
29
I feel the same, even if I want to recover I don't have the energy to implement all the necessary changes. And I just feel hopeless
 

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