Venting Doesn't really seem like my friends give a shit.

[toyu]

After many years of never being able to talk to anyone I know about how I feel, I finally posted a short paragraph about what I've been going through in a discord server that my friends and i use. It's been like a day, and a total of one person bothered to message to me or respond with any form of support. I sure do fucking love it.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

That sounds about right these days. You'll only come across 1 or 2 friends in your life that truly care. If you're lucky.

 

[-nobodyknows-]

I try to give people the benefit of the doubt; that they find it too difficult to hear about or are just busy, but… it is hard.

 

[iloveyouihateyou]

i know exactly what that feels like, i've been realizing how little people actually care and it's such a demoralizing reality to know how easy it is for others to turn their backs on someone asking for help. it's genuinely heartbreaking and almost sobering to experience

 

[toyu]

Also I did say that they shouldn't feel forced to respond if they didn't want to, but I kinda expected them to at least say something, seeing as these people are the people I've known my entire life and I would imagine they would care about my death I'd hope.