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JJ-NOHOPE

JJ-NOHOPE

Tantalus - all desire, no hope
Nov 26, 2018
119
Last night (not necessarily on purpose) I mixed N and alcohol. Just a small amount of N- about 5ml I think.
26 hours later I am still feeling it.
I'm thinking this is the way to go. N and alcohol. Very peaceful.

The first time I took about 3ml of N and only slept for about 3-4 hours. I'm thinking N and alcohol are a good combination.

I know some of you will give me shit for this. Wasting N (although I bought extra for a sleep aid, I almost never sleep), building tolerance, etc.

And by the way I love Marilyn Monroe. But right now I just envy her peaceful death while young and beautiful. She had a tormented life. RIP.
 
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BellaKAT

BellaKAT

Student
May 20, 2018
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;)


i'm planning to go the same way
 
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BellaKAT

BellaKAT

Student
May 20, 2018
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also i think getting familiar with n is smart, as long as you don't take every night for a prolonged span of time. think building comfort level will make it easier to ctb
 
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