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[brickedup]

new here. been depressed and suicidal for many years now and i literally cant take it anymore bro. im planning on doing it in the afternoon today or tomorrow by train. i feel bad knowing people on the train are gonna have a delay and the conductor will see me die but im not legally old enough to buy a gun in my state yet, and overdose barely succeeds in doing the job. the method is by decapitation on the train railing, im going to lie down with my neck on the rail facing up. i feel like if i jump in front i might survive. im a little afraid cause the train has that bumper thing thats supposed to push stuff off the rails. will i be successful?

 

[mehwhoknows]

put something medium sized first to test the function of the bumper, wouldnt wanna risk something failing and the experience being prolongued from bad preparation

ig id test it today and go ctb whenever youre needing it

i think its also pretty instant with trains, good luck

 

[AbyssalAlien]

If you can somehow keep yourself restrained, yeah, a train running over your neck or head should result in death. It wont be a clean decapitation. But you shouldnt be alive after the first and second wheel.

Also. Some rails have electricity running through them. Keep that in mind before you paralyze yourself in a position that wont gaurantee a quick death.

Honestly better off finding a different method. Train seems to be one of the worst ways in terms of survival instincts.

 

[mehwhoknows]

If you can somehow keep yourself restrained, yeah, a train running over your neck or head should result in death. It wont be a clean decapitation. But you shouldnt be alive after the first and second wheel.

Also. Some rails have electricity running through them. Keep that in mind before you paralyze yourself in a position that wont gaurantee a quick death.

Honestly better off finding a different method. Train seems to be one of the worst ways in terms of survival instincts.

theres many variables, but if its an ordinary traditional type of train i doubt its that terrible,

most trains you can stand around on tracks just fine, i doubt the current is strong enough to paralyze someone, there are countless videos of indian tiktokers getting rammed and thrown off because they hadnt noticed the correct trajectory of the train (as they were clearly distracted while) recording

from videos ive seen (might be concentrated typed of people who only succeeded keep in mind) if the person throws themselves 5 secs before making contact with their necks alligned its usually flawless

the bumper and correct placement of the body here is much more risky than electricity

 

[DeathSleep]

I hope you find your peace no matter what you choose to do.

 

[dhjsjdjdjdjhc]

Love maybe lets not do that just yet. I know that this isn't the answer you wish for, or maybe it is but like still. I relate and i agree, i also understand. And i know that you feel sad for the people that would be hurt by this method but i don't think you quite understand how traumatizing that would be. Depressed people make depressed people, don't be like that. You were made to be this way so you're justified, but the people who made you this way had issues too. Everyone has issues and sadness is a chain passed down from person to person. Don't pass it down again, at least not when you die. You can talk to me, tell me about your worries. Hopelessness and tiredness hurts but there are ways to break free from the chain, or at least stop it from getting longer. Why don't we talk one more time? If you're not convinced you can still die, but if you're already dead what harm would extending your time here for a little while longer do? Talk to me

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of suffering in this existence but anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find what you search for.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

The people in the train and the train system employees are just going to have to deal with it. Just like we are all expected to deal with our problems. That's just how this world goes.

 

[L'absent]

If you don't want to see deaths on your tracks, don't be a train driver. Go work in the pastry shop.

 

[dhjsjdjdjdjhc]

If you don't want to see deaths on your tracks, don't be a train driver. Go work in the pastry shop.

Maybe it's because normal people don't lay down in front of trains that they don't expect to see death? And you don't know what pays more and there are so many other factors at play, that's a shallow way to look at it. So let's traumatize a train full of people (it isn't just the driver who will get off that train yk, and people will pass by) because we are sad. We are all sad, even if you're sad you still have responsibilities for others. It's because people give up on their responsibilities that more people become sad. They should wait a while longer for a better and more peaceful opportunity. And the other person saying they should just deal with it, hello?? At that point it's out of spite for the other people who have hurt you, what have those strangers done to you? A kid could see that, what was their fault? Find a tall building in the middle of the night and jump on your head specifically into an alley, you'll die. Help won't arrive fast enough. If you're still not sure you'll die cut beforehand and take pills too, combine the methods. What can the doctors do even if you're found by a miracle if you're suffering severe blood loss, an overdose and severe brain damage all at the same time? that's what i was planning on before i chickened out, i couldn't jump and i called for help and despite that i still almost died. If i had jumped i would have been dead so the method is confirmed to work. Look i know i sound annoying saying don't die but i couldn't care less if they did die, as a person who have been shown real videos of peoples heads getting cut off and such by my dad in kindergarten even seeing those videos was gross, I'm scared of escalators because i was also shown a video of a mom getting torn to death little by little by falling in it as her son watched. If i had seen an actual person die on the train tracks or just their remains that would be all I'd think of when i saw or got on a train. So many people and maybe even kids will have this happen to them, i really don't mean to pick a fight or be rude but i still think this situation is bigger than we think it is. Sorry for the gruesome message, leaving my words empty wouldn't have been appropriate in this situation. Thank you for reading

 

[L'absent]

Maybe it's because normal people don't lay down in front of trains that they don't expect to see death? And you don't know what pays more and there are so many other factors at play, that's a shallow way to look at it. So let's traumatize a train full of people (it isn't just the driver who will get off that train yk, and people will pass by) because we are sad. We are all sad, even if you're sad you still have responsibilities for others. It's because people give up on their responsibilities that more people become sad. They should wait a while longer for a better and more peaceful opportunity. And the other person saying they should just deal with it, hello?? At that point it's out of spite for the other people who have hurt you, what have those strangers done to you? A kid could see that, what was their fault? Find a tall building in the middle of the night and jump on your head specifically into an alley, you'll die. Help won't arrive fast enough. If you're still not sure you'll die cut beforehand and take pills too, combine the methods. What can the doctors do even if you're found by a miracle if you're suffering severe blood loss, an overdose and severe brain damage all at the same time? that's what i was planning on before i chickened out, i couldn't jump and i called for help and despite that i still almost died. If i had jumped i would have been dead so the method is confirmed to work. Look i know i sound annoying saying don't die but i couldn't care less if they did die, as a person who have been shown real videos of peoples heads getting cut off and such by my dad in kindergarten even seeing those videos was gross, I'm scared of escalators because i was also shown a video of a mom getting torn to death little by little by falling in it as her son watched. If i had seen an actual person die on the train tracks or just their remains that would be all I'd think of when i saw or got on a train. So many people and maybe even kids will have this happen to them, i really don't mean to pick a fight or be rude but i still think this situation is bigger than we think it is. Sorry for the gruesome message, leaving my words empty wouldn't have been appropriate in this situation. Thank you for reading

It is enough to legalize peaceful methods. People end up under trains because of the state. Nobody wants to kill themselves by throwing themselves into the tracks. The fault lies with the state and pro-lifers. We must learn to redistribute blame. Pro-lifers have very serious responsibilities towards the world population.

 

[dhjsjdjdjdjhc]

It is enough to legalize peaceful methods. People end up under trains because of the state. Nobody wants to kill themselves by throwing themselves into the tracks. The fault lies with the state and pro-lifers. We must learn to redistribute blame. Pro-lifers have very serious responsibilities towards the world population.

So you blame the authority and you take it out on innocent people? If that's such a huge problem then try to be heard, one person dying against a train won't do anything. The most it'll do is that they'll make it harder for people to commit like how they cover up the sides of bridges, that'll just backfire on you. And there is no such thing as a peaceful death because death is death. And do illegal stuff, you won't end up in prison since you'll die anyway. Is that really the concern of a person who wishes to die? Your hate is directed towards a very specific part of humanity, not everyone is the same. This whole site is full of people who believe death is all there is, like how pro-lifers believe life is all there is. Both sides are shallow minded because they either use what they've learned from others (pro-lifers using god as their core argument, people on here being influenced by others) or their emotions (pro-lifers using their own happiness, people on here using their own pain) as their arguments but neither side actually takes a moment to sit down and really think or read a little. You're just as closed off as they are and if it was legal to sell certain stuff innocent people and people who truly enjoy living would die to, they can't just risk others or make suicide be normalized because the more certain things spread the more people lean towards them. Someone happy falling to this site might make them die too, and someone on here constantly being surrounded by good things might make them live too. The human mind is fragile and we are influenced way more than you think we are

 

[It'sMyLife]

"Maybe it's because normal people don't lay down in front of trains that they don't expect to see death?"
You're wrong- normal people ctb all of the time- regardless of method. You say you attempted and now you joined this forum just to stop people so you must be normal now. You must realize you can't fix a single thing in someone else's life but I do understand your trying to. So do normal people drink sn as well? I guess it's more normal than train method. Or gun. Gas is probably the best and most peaceful way but many people are too desperate to go that route. How are you going to solve that one for someone you've never met? I don't think of myself as too abnormal but at some point I'm going to inhale pure oxygen free gas because life is pretty meaningless and the human race is probably pretty useless and that includes me

To the OP are you this desperate to ctb? Rash actions are more likely to backfire. I hope you're feeling not as bad as you were when you started this thread and don't beat yourself up for " not being normal " in case you are. There is lots of information on SS so please consider delaying this plan if you can.

 

[dhjsjdjdjdjhc]

"Maybe it's because normal people don't lay down in front of trains that they don't expect to see death?"
You're wrong- normal people ctb all of the time- regardless of method. You say you attempted and now you joined this forum just to stop people so you must be normal now. You must realize you can't fix a single thing in someone else's life but I do understand your trying to. So do normal people drink sn as well? I guess it's more normal than train method. Or gun. Gas is probably the best and most peaceful way but many people are too desperate to go that route. How are you going to solve that one for someone you've never met? I don't think of myself as too abnormal but at some point I'm going to inhale pure oxygen free gas because life is pretty meaningless and the human race is probably pretty useless and that includes me

To the OP are you this desperate to ctb? Rash actions are more likely to backfire. I hope you're feeling not as bad as you were when you started this thread and don't beat yourself up for " not being normal " in case you are. There is lots of information on SS so please consider delaying this plan if you can.

You didn't understand a single thing that i said, i just felt sorry for the people who had to witness such a thing. If i was normal i wouldn't be here and I'm not here to save people either, I'm here to speak my mind because I'm still not okay. I'm new here so i decided to try a more gentler approach since this is genuinely unethical (not to OP, to the person saying the train driver should have thought about it) How many times has a train of yours been delayed because someone jumped in front of it? I know many people who have attempted, none of them did it by train. That's what i was refering to. Please read the other comment i posted and the comment i replied to as well. And by that i was refering to the train driver not having to consider such a thing since it's an unusual thing, you're twisting my words

 

[saunabliss]

new here. been depressed and suicidal for many years now and i literally cant take it anymore bro. im planning on doing it in the afternoon today or tomorrow by train. i feel bad knowing people on the train are gonna have a delay and the conductor will see me die but im not legally old enough to buy a gun in my state yet, and overdose barely succeeds in doing the job. the method is by decapitation on the train railing, im going to lie down with my neck on the rail facing up. i feel like if i jump in front i might survive. im a little afraid cause the train has that bumper thing thats supposed to push stuff off the rails. will i be successful?

Please do not use this method. I know how hard it is to live with extreme suicidal ideation but the last thing you want to do is traumatize other people. Try to distract yourself as much as possible and focus on your breathing and how your body feels instead of your thoughts. You don't want to be impulsive.

Right now I'm playing the Last of Us 2 and I'm sinking into the lives of the characters. It helps with keeping my mind off. Take some ibuprofen too. It may relieve depression symptoms.

 

[dhjsjdjdjdjhc]

"Maybe it's because normal people don't lay down in front of trains that they don't expect to see death?"
You're wrong- normal people ctb all of the time- regardless of method. You say you attempted and now you joined this forum just to stop people so you must be normal now. You must realize you can't fix a single thing in someone else's life but I do understand your trying to. So do normal people drink sn as well? I guess it's more normal than train method. Or gun. Gas is probably the best and most peaceful way but many people are too desperate to go that route. How are you going to solve that one for someone you've never met? I don't think of myself as too abnormal but at some point I'm going to inhale pure oxygen free gas because life is pretty meaningless and the human race is probably pretty useless and that includes me

To the OP are you this desperate to ctb? Rash actions are more likely to backfire. I hope you're feeling not as bad as you were when you started this thread and don't beat yourself up for " not being normal " in case you are. There is lots of information on SS so please consider delaying this plan if you can.

Oh and by the way this really is not normal behavior. To be this desperate is clearly because they aren't in their right mind in the moment, the problem is that people are encouraging this. Is it normal to you that people are telling this person that they can do it? By normal i don't mean people who want to live, i mean people who can think not to do such a thing even if they wish to die. If a person let's go of their ethics that isn't normal, that is a cry for help and this situation isn't being treated as such

 

[L'absent]

So you blame the authority and you take it out on innocent people? If that's such a huge problem then try to be heard, one person dying against a train won't do anything. The most it'll do is that they'll make it harder for people to commit like how they cover up the sides of bridges, that'll just backfire on you. And there is no such thing as a peaceful death because death is death. And do illegal stuff, you won't end up in prison since you'll die anyway. Is that really the concern of a person who wishes to die? Your hate is directed towards a very specific part of humanity, not everyone is the same. This whole site is full of people who believe death is all there is, like how pro-lifers believe life is all there is. Both sides are shallow minded because they either use what they've learned from others (pro-lifers using god as their core argument, people on here being influenced by others) or their emotions (pro-lifers using their own happiness, people on here using their own pain) as their arguments but neither side actually takes a moment to sit down and really think or read a little. You're just as closed off as they are and if it was legal to sell certain stuff innocent people and people who truly enjoy living would die to, they can't just risk others or make suicide be normalized because the more certain things spread the more people lean towards them. Someone happy falling to this site might make them die too, and someone on here constantly being surrounded by good things might make them live too. The human mind is fragile and we are influenced way more than you think we are

In history, things change when you manage to create discomfort.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I hope that you find peace soon, best of luck.

Love maybe lets not do that just yet. I know that this isn't the answer you wish for, or maybe it is but like still. I relate and i agree, i also understand. And i know that you feel sad for the people that would be hurt by this method but i don't think you quite understand how traumatizing that would be. Depressed people make depressed people, don't be like that. You were made to be this way so you're justified, but the people who made you this way had issues too. Everyone has issues and sadness is a chain passed down from person to person. Don't pass it down again, at least not when you die. You can talk to me, tell me about your worries. Hopelessness and tiredness hurts but there are ways to break free from the chain, or at least stop it from getting longer. Why don't we talk one more time? If you're not convinced you can still die, but if you're already dead what harm would extending your time here for a little while longer do? Talk to me

Until euthanasia is legalised for people, don't criticise people for doing brutal methods such as train that will traumatise others. The only reason why people even resort to methods like these in the first place is because they can't access a more peaceful method. If peaceful methods were available to everybody and you still had people killing themselves by train, your criticism would be valid then but, as of right now, it isn't. I know SN exists and is more peaceful but not everybody is able to access SN. Also, I never understand it when people talk about suicide from the perspective of others. Why does it always have to be about others and the impact done to others? Why can't it be about the suicidal person themselves?

 

[dhjsjdjdjdjhc]

I hope that you find peace soon, best of luck.

Until euthanasia is legalised for people, don't criticise people for doing brutal methods such as train that will traumatise others. The only reason why people even resort to methods like these in the first place is because they can't access a more peaceful method. If peaceful methods were available to everybody and you still had people killing themselves by train, your criticism would be valid then but, as of right now, it isn't. I know SN exists and is more peaceful but not everybody is able to access SN. Also, I never understand it when people talk about suicide from the perspective of others. Why does it always have to be about others and the impact done to others? Why can't it be about the suicidal person themselves?

Read the rest of my comment about how legalizing such a thing would be harmful and also encouraging for others who don't regularly have suicidal thoughts to commit suicide too. Such a thing is irresponsible and we can't focus on simply one person or the minority with matters like this because that'd be harmful to the rest. Sometimes you have to make a choice for the good of most, why is it that our focus should be a single person and not the rest too? What about their feelings? What about the possibility of this making them spiral? Then when they commit too you'll say "it should be about them" but it wasn't about them when it should have been and that's why they are the way they are. Then they'll do harmful stuff, more people will get hurt and it'll go on like this for eternity. You need to make a choice and put a stop to things, such matters shouldn't be thought about by the perspective of one person because it'll create so many more people like that. That wouldn't work on the long-term

In history, things change when you manage to create discomfort.

Read what i just wrote and also if all you can do is reply with a single sentence that is barely an argument you're proving my point on being the type of person who doesn't have their own thoughts but just uses things they've heard. I literally just explained why that wouldn't work

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Read the rest of my comment about how legalizing such a thing would be harmful and also encouraging for others who don't regularly have suicidal thoughts to commit suicide too. Such a thing is irresponsible and we can't focus on simply one person or the minority with matters like this because that'd be harmful to the rest. Sometimes you have to make a choice for the good of most, why is it that our focus should be a single person and not the rest too? What about their feelings? What about the possibility of this making them spiral? Then when they commit too you'll say "it should be about them" but it wasn't about them when it should have been and that's why they are the way they are. Then they'll do harmful stuff, more people will get hurt and it'll go on like this for eternity. You need to make a choice and put a stop to things, such matters shouldn't be thought about by the perspective of one person because it'll create so many more people like that. That wouldn't work on the long-term

This is just bullshit, legalising euthanasia won't make those who want to live suddenly want to kill themselves. Everybody has a thing called survival instinct and the ones who want to live wouldn't be able to fight their survival instinct as much as the ones who want to die. Also, hell no, some people shouldn't have to be slaves to existence and their own suffering all because of everybody else. That's just immoral. The fact that you think that such a thing is okay is honestly sickening and gross. Suicide is an individual decision and nobody else should have a say in that. Also, how on earth do you expect people to not die by train if you don't want euthanasia to be legalised? Or would you rather have it where they just lived as a prisoner to their own suffering?

 

[dhjsjdjdjdjhc]

This is just bullshit, legalising euthanasia won't make those who want to live suddenly want to kill themselves. Everybody has a thing called survival instinct and the ones who want to live wouldn't be able to fight their survival instinct as much as the ones who want to die. Also, hell no, some people shouldn't have to be slaves to existence and their own suffering all because of everybody else. That's just immoral. The fact that you think that such a thing is okay is honestly sickening and gross. Suicide is an individual decision and nobody else should have a say in that. Also, how on earth do you expect people to not die by train if you don't want euthanasia to be legalised? Or would you rather have it where they just lived as a prisoner to their own suffering?

Look for example if drugs were legalized so many more people would be drug addicts like how so many people are smokers, making some things available makes people be surrounded by it so much more often, causing people to see suicide as a usual option rather than how suicidal people usually consider it as a last option. Like how religion is a normal thing despite having no valid evidence, you grow into it so you see it as normal. If suicide was something you could do easily some people wouldn't even try to live and they wouldn't be genuinely suicidal, they'd just know that they have that option and use it carelessly because they don't have enough experience with it prior. And if this wasn't the case with us then the next generations would grow up with it being an option, they wouldn't see it as something out of the ordinary which is a problem. Also media would be affected by this as well, teens would see. If adults wouldn't be affected like you say they wouldn't teens for sure would be and that is a fact. A single more person becoming suicidal would make them suffer too, even if it didn't effect too many people what about the few? In this scenario we are the few. If you don't want certain people to live as prisoners then don't make more prisoners with your own actions. Someone who wants to die can still do it privately, then there wouldn't be a problem. You're thinking on a very small scale and with your own emotions being your main concern, the world is bigger than you and me and you aren't understanding my words. Also be for real, do you really think a train wouldn't hurt even for a split second? Do you really believe someone who can barely function can nail it so well that they'll die on impact? Certain options are way more painless, if you have the choice then wait to get it instead of waiting for it to be given to you since that'd cause harm. Dying really isn't so difficult except for a few special instances. I am aware that many people here are part of those small instances but this site is literally for people who are so desperate that they digged around in the internet until they could find a place for themselves. When i first attempted i didn't know this site existed, had i known i would have definitely succeeded at just 12 years old. Whether it's a good thing or a bad thing is up to interpretation but if words can effect so much imagine what such an option would do, especially for people who aren't in their right mind currently or people who are going through something that can be solved

 

[maniac116]

Isn't there another available method for you that doesn't traumatize others for life?
Just because you want to CTB doesn't mean you should fuck up others lives. No judgement but isn't trauma what brings people to this forum?

 

[dhjsjdjdjdjhc]

Isn't there another available method for you that doesn't traumatize others for life?
Just because you want to CTB doesn't mean you should fuck up others lives. No judgement but isn't trauma what brings people to this forum?

That's just plain rude. That's no way to speak of someone who possibly already passed or is feeling so depressed that they won't be able to consider such things. Don't be cruel to OP no matter what they choose to do, if even after everything they've read they still want to die that way then that means they're not in their right mind in the slightest. And you have no right to judge them with words so rough unless you're a passerby to their suicide or a person in said train. I agree with your message yet your way of wording it is cold, let's be kinder to each other because this is a place for people who have no one to be kind to them. We don't know what they're going through and that's no way to convince a person of something, that'll just make them feel worse before they die and a train full of people will be traumatized regardless. Don't take out your own pain on others or compare others suffering to yours. It's still unethical but if they could see that they wouldn't do it, they're not stupid. Sometimes some things aren't visible to us, if you wish to comment then make it an attempt to make people consider different perspectives, not encourage them (not directed at you) or hurt them because that's also unethical

 

[brickedup]

"Maybe it's because normal people don't lay down in front of trains that they don't expect to see death?"
You're wrong- normal people ctb all of the time- regardless of method. You say you attempted and now you joined this forum just to stop people so you must be normal now. You must realize you can't fix a single thing in someone else's life but I do understand your trying to. So do normal people drink sn as well? I guess it's more normal than train method. Or gun. Gas is probably the best and most peaceful way but many people are too desperate to go that route. How are you going to solve that one for someone you've never met? I don't think of myself as too abnormal but at some point I'm going to inhale pure oxygen free gas because life is pretty meaningless and the human race is probably pretty useless and that includes me

To the OP are you this desperate to ctb? Rash actions are more likely to backfire. I hope you're feeling not as bad as you were when you started this thread and don't beat yourself up for " not being normal " in case you are. There is lots of information on SS so please consider delaying this plan if you can.

i am desperate, i'm just afraid the train will not be as effective, as i don't want to live a life disabled. but that's the risk with doing such things. i'd probably have to wait longer to do other said methods (gas, gun, etc. ), plus i currently live with my parents. i tried to hang myself before but SI kicked in. this is not on a whim, i've thought about this for a long time and genuinely don't want to live. i don't have a bad life currently, but i can't see a future for myself, i can't imagine being old either because i know at some point i will die. and that's cause i have no motivation to live or go forward. i wish i had a better option atm.

This is just bullshit, legalising euthanasia won't make those who want to live suddenly want to kill themselves. Everybody has a thing called survival instinct and the ones who want to live wouldn't be able to fight their survival instinct as much as the ones who want to die. Also, hell no, some people shouldn't have to be slaves to existence and their own suffering all because of everybody else. That's just immoral. The fact that you think that such a thing is okay is honestly sickening and gross. Suicide is an individual decision and nobody else should have a say in that. Also, how on earth do you expect people to not die by train if you don't want euthanasia to be legalised? Or would you rather have it where they just lived as a prisoner to their own suffering?

there should really be a euthanasia petition. i live in the US, and only recently found out about this. i think here there's only euthanasia for people who have 6 months to live or have chronic physical illness where they can't live much longer. i know Switzerland or somewhere has a end of life program with euthanasia, what a dream. but there are a lot of requirements to get it and i simply cant wait that long. people say suicidal people are selfish, but i think pro lifers or people who force them to live are even more selfish, because they would make a suicidal person suffer by making them live longer than they want to. i'm not sure why they do that. maybe because it makes them feel better that they 'saved' someone. but then its just about them, not the suicidal person. tried to word that a little better, but you get my point.
i'm sure that another reason euthanasia for depressed/suicidal people doesn't exist here is because the government just wants minimum wage slaves, and they don't care that people like me are suffering, as long as they can work. but that's just a theory. i say this with my heart that i wish there was a more peaceful way to end my life.

 

[miyabi]

i am desperate, i'm just afraid the train will not be as effective, as i don't want to live a life disabled. but that's the risk with doing such things. i'd probably have to wait longer to do other said methods (gas, gun, etc. ), plus i currently live with my parents. i tried to hang myself before but SI kicked in. this is not on a whim, i've thought about this for a long time and genuinely don't want to live. i don't have a bad life currently, but i can't see a future for myself, i can't imagine being old either because i know at some point i will die. and that's cause i have no motivation to live or go forward. i wish i had a better option atm.

there should really be a euthanasia petition. i live in the US, and only recently found out about this. i think here there's only euthanasia for people who have 6 months to live or have chronic physical illness where they can't live much longer. i know Switzerland or somewhere has a end of life program with euthanasia, what a dream. but there are a lot of requirements to get it and i simply cant wait that long. people say suicidal people are selfish, but i think pro lifers or people who force them to live are even more selfish, because they would make a suicidal person suffer by making them live longer than they want to. i'm not sure why they do that. maybe because it makes them feel better that they 'saved' someone. but then its just about them, not the suicidal person. tried to word that a little better, but you get my point.
i'm sure that another reason euthanasia for depressed/suicidal people doesn't exist here is because the government just wants minimum wage slaves, and they don't care that people like me are suffering, as long as they can work. but that's just a theory. i say this with my heart that i wish there was a more peaceful way to end my life.

Sorry to necro your post, but please do not jump in front of a train. I have firsthand experience with train fatalities and if you survive you will end up permanently disabled. It's not about the driver or causing delays for anyone. It's not about the appearance of the body. It is about the consequences of failure.

You've expressed concerns about disabilities upon failure. Those same fears played a large role in why I have survived as long as I have. The chance of permanent loss of limbs, brain damage, and other disabilities upon failure is virtually guaranteed. You will hear people blame train jumpers as selfish, but I never have. I feel nothing but immense pain when I see those that end up losing limbs from suicide attempts. I hate my life enough as it is, and I don't have anyone to support me. I can't imagine feeling trapped in my own body wanting even more to kill myself but being unable to because I can't walk or I have no arms or something, or being a burden on state healthcare.

There are people that have survived high speed train impacts after bouncing off surviving for a short while to succumb to their injuries afterwards. It is far more likely that you bounce off or get bisected and survive in agony before finally dying, as opposed to instantaneously becoming vaporized. You will not be thinking straight if you decide to do it and so your chances of miscalculating or making a mistake are high. I can't begin to imagine the pain they felt, and the only people I feel worse for are the ones that end up disabled because of it.

I have extremely conflicting thoughts about suicide because of my profession despite it being something I've related to for a long time. Despite being pro euthanasia. More than anything, I don't want people to suffer.