uselessflesh
夜は自己嫌悪で忙しい
- Oct 31, 2024
- 52
the thought of a happier life doesn't appeal to me because i feel the things that haunt me will carry on for all eternity, unless i were to die. i don't really know why something tugs at me to keep living and i wish it would go away. especially because i'm so close to possessing my method. the thought that the date could be closer than i had thought. i wish
