
Green Destiny
Life isn't worth the trouble.
- Nov 16, 2019
- 871
For simple context my body is starting to feel 6 plus years of working hard manual labor. I've thrown out my back a few times, my hands ache and now they feel awkward when I grab stuff sometimes and my left thigh feels strained. Not to mention I get a pins and needles like sensation on the sole of my left foot from time to time. I'm barely pushing 30 but I'm well on my way to having constant aches and pains for all the strain i've put myself through and it's not something I'm looking forward to. I've seen first hand how severe pain like this can get from my mom who's injured herself a lot over the years, she always needs to take multiple meds to barely numb her pain and get through the day. That's not a feasible way to live and one I would rather die than deal with for years or even decades.