
W’ren
Worthless
- Oct 28, 2020
- 557
So today i saw my therapist (yeah i see one- no i don't mention my desire to ctb, i don't want to be locked up)
Last visit my therapist wanted me to ask my Dr to run bloodwork- to check B12 and iron levels. STAT. She assumed that my Dr would put me on B12 shots immediately as she suspected i was low in B12 and iron.
I did as she asked. Next day in fact.
Three weeks later i see her again. She has bloodwork results that my Dr's office faxed to her. My B12 is deficient. My iron is ok... and apparently i have kidney disease... needs confirmation by urine sample but yeah. Kidney disease. Stage 2, so still mild... but there...
Anyhow... why did my Dr not call me about this??? The results were in november 11!! Today is what, november 24?? Like wtf ... why no b12 shots and no notification of kidney issues or request for a urine sample?
ARGH
But then i'm like, why do i care about any of this when i have ctb plans for the new year? Why am i contradicting myself by looking after this shell at all?
I do not understand me. :(
Last visit my therapist wanted me to ask my Dr to run bloodwork- to check B12 and iron levels. STAT. She assumed that my Dr would put me on B12 shots immediately as she suspected i was low in B12 and iron.
I did as she asked. Next day in fact.
Three weeks later i see her again. She has bloodwork results that my Dr's office faxed to her. My B12 is deficient. My iron is ok... and apparently i have kidney disease... needs confirmation by urine sample but yeah. Kidney disease. Stage 2, so still mild... but there...
Anyhow... why did my Dr not call me about this??? The results were in november 11!! Today is what, november 24?? Like wtf ... why no b12 shots and no notification of kidney issues or request for a urine sample?
ARGH
But then i'm like, why do i care about any of this when i have ctb plans for the new year? Why am i contradicting myself by looking after this shell at all?
I do not understand me. :(