LapisLazuli
Member
- Nov 4, 2021
- 21
I'm suffering from depression and OCD for a long time, and I was cured for about a year. Sadly I had lots of stress in my work, and it made the mental illness come back, so my dr. Gave me the same pills I had earlier Venlafaxine and orizon, so an antidepressant, and anti ocd pills. Somehow something miraculous had happened, and I felt so much joy, energy, and interest in everything. I felt the best I ever could feel for about 3 months of using those meds. Sadly my dr changed venlafaxine to duloxetine for a very dumb reason on my side, that I would rather not say, but he assured me, that it's a very similar medicine, and there is no need for concern on switching it. After switching the meds, I remember that week, after a week I kept feeling worse and worse. It went so bad, that I gave up on all of my hobbies, because I no longer felt any joy from them. It dragged on for 16 months so far, and I have spent all of this time in bed doing nothing, because everything feels like an extremely heavy chore. The worst part is, that duloxetine seems to have damaged something in my body, because even after I stopped taking it after a month, no medicine wants to help me anymore. After a month of duloxetine, I immediately went back to venlafaxine but it did nothing except for giving me panic attacks, and making my heart hurt. Somehow all this miraculous effect no longer worked. My dr kept giving me other pills, and I have tried almost all possible psychiatric meds, with completely no effect. The once magical venlafaxine has been tried 3 times since then, and it did completely nothing. I'm currently in psychiatric hospital for the 2nd time, and I already went through entire esketamine treatment, which also did absolutely nothing. Right now my doctors want to try with more pills, but I feel like, they just have no idea what to do further. Can anyone give me any help, and advice on what can I do except for CTB ? Also does anyone know what could have happened to my brain because of that duloxetine ? Doctors here have no idea. I cannot live like this anymore.