Mx_Pathetic
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- May 8, 2023
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I have quite a few mental illnesses such as CPSTD, depression, anxiety, OCD, borderline personality disorder and bipolar. (Last two I'm still getting diagnosed with per-say) I'm only 21 so I don't think EAS/MAID would be available for me however 21 years is enough for me. I've been struggling ever since I was 8/9. From what I've read EAS/MAID isn't even official in Australia or it is, but it's still being debated? I really wish it was an option for me,but I don't think it will. I've tried a few suicidal attempts and I've been looking at hanging as an option. The only issue is I have nowhere that's stable enough to hold me or the materials I guess, but that's not an issue, I can always get them. I wouldn't say I'm scared of ending my own life I'm more scared of how it'll affect the people I love. I don't think I'll ever live a normal life. I don't think I'll ever be able to be happy. Life is awful and I think it's okay that I don't wanna live it. If only that was okay to society…