Quinlor
The stranger
- Feb 21, 2019
- 1,061
In early this year I tried kill my self multiple times. I was desperated In a with severe depression state because I hurt emotionally someone...
Now my mind is empty... I don't have anymore the initial and necessary impulse to ctb. The rope still with me in my room and every day I stare her.
Sure, I try restart my life but I don't feel pleasure in nothing anymore and I feel empty inside. However I don't have the mental focus necessary to ctb. Now the suicidal thoughts seems not clear in relation to the past I early the year.
I believe this situation doesn't just happen to me, right? I feel totally lost inside.
Now my mind is empty... I don't have anymore the initial and necessary impulse to ctb. The rope still with me in my room and every day I stare her.
Sure, I try restart my life but I don't feel pleasure in nothing anymore and I feel empty inside. However I don't have the mental focus necessary to ctb. Now the suicidal thoughts seems not clear in relation to the past I early the year.
I believe this situation doesn't just happen to me, right? I feel totally lost inside.
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