dandan
One more attempt on life.
- Feb 18, 2019
- 1,298
So I've had the best two months of my life so far, I've not been depressed even a single minute.
I'm using Dianabol and Testosterone, a little more testosterone than suggested by the doctor(endocrinologist) half of what's suggested by the gym advisor , so I'm in between dosis qty. And it seems like a good range.
I post because I've only got 1 or two more weeks to go, the doctor said we could push it longer if my blood results say I'm fine.
The thing is, I don't want to go back, I don't want to feel depressed and hopeless and empty and without the will to do what I've got to do to accomplish my objectives.
In other words it sucks knowing I must quit testo and dianabol, specially dianabol which it supposedly positively enhances the mood.
What will happen?
I will see the doctor this next Friday and I'm already worried about going back to depression for couple months until I can do testo and dianabol again.
Love you guys , wish you the best , hope I could help someone here , even if it's only 1, but I can't spare money man, I've got my own necessities, and I will need because I'm starting my own side business but I will need more than couple hundred a month to run it.
I'm using Dianabol and Testosterone, a little more testosterone than suggested by the doctor(endocrinologist) half of what's suggested by the gym advisor , so I'm in between dosis qty. And it seems like a good range.
I post because I've only got 1 or two more weeks to go, the doctor said we could push it longer if my blood results say I'm fine.
The thing is, I don't want to go back, I don't want to feel depressed and hopeless and empty and without the will to do what I've got to do to accomplish my objectives.
In other words it sucks knowing I must quit testo and dianabol, specially dianabol which it supposedly positively enhances the mood.
What will happen?
I will see the doctor this next Friday and I'm already worried about going back to depression for couple months until I can do testo and dianabol again.
Love you guys , wish you the best , hope I could help someone here , even if it's only 1, but I can't spare money man, I've got my own necessities, and I will need because I'm starting my own side business but I will need more than couple hundred a month to run it.