Venting Every day is so monotonous and I want it to end

[Cheksome]

Wake up, do work for school, play games to try and relax, sleep
I'm in the UK and everything closes at like 6 PM, so unless I want to go drink at a bar by myself I'm SOL for hobbies. Everything's a mess, I'm unlovable and two steps away from catching the bus.
I've started getting very bad thoughts lately, even down to minor things like prodding at the back of my hand with a fork. I'm really scared because I don't know how much longer I have left, even though I really value life it just seems so fucking bleak and monotonous and monotone and boring.

 

[Kimlett]

You are right, life's so boring and I also want it to end. People think that we have a lot of freedom but at the end of the day we have to study/work, clean and wash stuff again and again, stay in the same place... Sleeping is the only thing that I enjoy doing everyday. At least we can find some solace in videogames. I wish I could help you. Take care

 

[apearl]

Lifes pretty same for me too, sorry it feels that way for you. I hope something can come into your life and lighten it up a bit