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luten

work, love, and learn
Feb 25, 2021
507
I can only speak for myself.

I have come to realize that my so called recovery is an everlasting journey, there is no finish line. I have never tried to commit suicide in my life before, so you may ask recover from what?

I have made several post about my past, and medical conditions, I wont get into it again, but;

My definition of recovery is simply to go on, regardless of my circumstances, which i have been doing for many many years, but i don't simply want to endure life, i want to improve, that is what i mean by recovering. Small improvements, the weaker my body becomes (and it will), the stronger my mind needs to be. I work on my mind everyday.

You get the type of person who goes to gym even when on holiday (hotel gym), it something they keep doing, it is a lifestyle, it is like that, there is no end-goal.
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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I totally agree.
Recovery is a daily battle. There are days on which I just wanna ctb but I'm managed the keep on living somehow.
 
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luten

work, love, and learn
Feb 25, 2021
507
I totally agree.
Recovery is a daily battle. There are days on which I just wanna ctb but I'm managed the keep on living somehow.
i think it is normal to have bad days, all people have them.
 
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