I try everything, I do everything, and it just boils down to me wanting suicide again. Absolutely nothing can take the, strangely, positive feeling of me wanting the release of death. I've tried everything and nothing works, nothing helps. I know I am going to do this at some point, nothing makes me happier, more euphoric than the thought of a release. Just wish it was easier.
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Me too. I have a strong motivation to kill myself. It's weird being this passionate about it. Idk if I've ever felt this enthusiastic about much else in my life.
I understand the feeling. Even when life wasn't so bad, death seemed a welcome release. It's a shame that it's so difficult to achieve painlessly and certainly.
