Venting Failed my SN attempt

[DeraSucks]

I'm dumb. I don't know why I decided to not follow the method plans completely and it failed and I brought this on myself. Somehow the doctors were convinced on the lie I made up and nobody else was affected. I almost died. They said. I was discovered and rushed to the ER. I didn't want to go. They asked me why I decided to wait it out. I didn't know, I said. Man, I can't even do this right lmao. And now I'm back to square one. But SN is easy for me to access anyways, I'll do it right this time. But god I'm so tired. I just need to get everything else right next time.

 

[dinosavr]

I'm sorry you had to go through this. Seems like a really difficult experience.

 

[Postone]

What did you do wrong?

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

What did you do wrong?

seems like he didn't get the other meds (AE's) and just raw dogged the SN. Then was discovered

 

[Postone]

seems like he didn't get the other meds (AE's) and just raw dogged the SN. Then was discovered

I have just one med,Plasil.I hope its enough

 

[DeraSucks]

I'm sorry you had to go through this. Seems like a really difficult experience.

Thanks, this means a lot to see right now, I never posted on here but I've been lying so hard and so obnoxiously to everyone around me (about why I ended up hospitalised for around a week) that I can't bare it anymore. Thanks for hearing me out :)

 

[skatergirl]

Thanks, this means a lot to see right now, I never posted on here but I've been lying so hard and so obnoxiously to everyone around me (about why I ended up hospitalised for around a week) that I can't bare it anymore. Thanks for hearing me out :)

Omg u nearly died can I ask did u rawdog it what did the process feel like and after how many hours were you found ?

 

[divinemistress36]

I'm so sorry. A week in the hospital sounds horrible

 

[deathproof17]

Do you think you would have died if nobody found you?

 

[maniac116]

 

[DeraSucks]

Do you think you would have died if nobody found you?

I'm not sure, the symptoms didn't subside until I got the antidote and my saturation levels just got worse and worse, maybe I wouldn't have died in the first place though, because when ur body realises it has toxic shit in it it'll do anything to get rid of it. But I was definitely close lol

 

[divinemistress36]

I'm not sure, the symptoms didn't subside until I got the antidote and my saturation levels just got worse and worse, maybe I wouldn't have died in the first place though, because when ur body realises it has toxic shit in it it'll do anything to get rid of it. But I was definitely close lol

What was your experience like after you took SN? Vomiting and anxiety?

 

[DiniMom]

I am so sorry that you went through this, I wish you find peace, no matter what you do

 

[howunfortunateforme]

What were your syntoms like if you recall? Lots pf pain? Any vommit?

 

[Kta1994]

What was your experience like after you took SN? Vomiting and anxiety?

I would like to know aswell. I have AE but im afraid it wont work me since i already have digestive problems

 

[mazam]

Como eram seus sintomas, você se lembra? Muita dor? Algum vômito?

 

[Defenestration]

Je ne suis pas sûr, les symptômes n'ont pas disparu jusqu'à ce que j'aie reçu l'antidote et mes niveaux de saturation n'ont fait qu'empirer, peut-être que je ne serais pas mort en premier lieu, car lorsque votre corps se rend compte qu'il contient des substances toxiques, il fera tout pour s'en débarrasser. Mais j'étais définitivement proche mdr

Discovered about how much Time?

. They asked me why I decided to wait it out. I didn't know, I said.

So it's you had called medical

 

[Amarajoy]

What do you think you did wrong?

 

[opheliaoveragain]

we're here for you OP.

for everyone asking the same question, the most likely point of failure was being discovered and maybe not following protocol fully and not the absence of certain pre medications. pph states they aren't needed for success. but time etc def is.

sending hugs OP XX reach out if you'd like to chat.