Story Family of nuts. Broken family.

[lofistos345]

My mom has borderline personality, my distant father is narcissistic sadist, my older brother is autistic, he has died. I come from a dysfunctional family. There is no way out for me to function normally in this world. I'm 40 and my most productive years are gone. What's left for me? At least I can die peacefully.

 

[WhiteDespair]

My mom has borderline personality, my distant father is narcissistic sadist, my older brother is autistic, he has died. I come from a dysfunctional family. There is no way out for me to function normally in this world. I'm 40 and my most productive years are gone. What's left for me? At least I can die peacefully.

Same.

 

[puppy9]

My mom has borderline personality, my distant father is narcissistic sadist, my older brother is autistic, he has died. I come from a dysfunctional family. There is no way out for me to function normally in this world. I'm 40 and my most productive years are gone. What's left for me? At least I can die peacefully.

My dad is shit. It's like a sane living among the insane but the sane starts to believe probably he is insane.

 

[GinaIsReady]

I feel the same. I believe my time is very close. Everything keeps getting worse.

 

[Sadwind]

I was the scapegoat in my family. I spent the first thirty years being hated. Now they pay for my therapy.

I'm sorry for you. Some part of me hopes I'll make it to 40 like you. I hope you find some peace.

You know it's not our fault.

 

[Susannah]

Sounds a bit like my family when I grew up. Then my older sister died, and everything broke down. I've experienced so many personal tradegies in my life, I almost feel like an expert. I had a breakdown in my mid thirties, but I survived, and after a while, I felt stronger than ever before. When I was 40y, I was in a serious accident and I got bad injuries. The following 2y, I didn't wanna live, at all. I was really close ending my life, but I failed because the mixture of meds wasn't enough, probably because I had built up high tolerance. The second time, I couldn't complete because I thought about my son.

Today, I don't wanna die anymore, and I actually feel ok, even though my latest flame dumped me yesterday. I've been working really hard to tell myself that; I'm worthy, I'm a superwoman, I'm a good friend. I decide who I am. My shitty childhood doesn't define me.

All the best for you.
LoveS