Venting Feeling like a failure

[renaxx]

maybe I shouldn't have been born at all. I feel like I'm just a byproduct of people's careless lust and bad choices. Every day is a struggle because of it. People meet, date, have sex, and have kids without thinking, and here i am, left to deal with the consequences. I feel like I should have been aborted, but somehow i survived and ended up here, suffering. Why wasn't I? lf only proper contraception had been used, i wouldn't even exist to feel this pain. No one loves me, no one truly cares about me.

 

[Niron1492]

Same,my mother actually had a child aborted before me so im still wondering why she didnt just leave me out of this world too.It sucks alot,seeing people just take advantage of you,i got beaten up as a teen for just trying to be friends with some teen group,or someone tried to sexually assault me on an apartment i rented for my birthday.
I dont know about you but i hope i have the courage someday to get out of this world,i would love to wander the universe as a small star,even if its all black and dust mostly,its still better than this chaos here that everyone tries to take advantage of you.