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PatKat

PatKat

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Hello everyone it's been a while since I was active because I was feeling better. The medications and therapy aren't working anymore. Just wondering if anyone else has had the same thing happen? Just looking for some like minded people to discuss with.
 
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SadGirl

SadGirl

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Mar 24, 2019
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I'm just taking anti depressants, but I'm going to therapy. Try other medications like cannabidiol or ketamine. I'm sorry you're not feeling well, at the moment I am too, I just lost my cat and I'm in a relapse of depression. I was going to hang myself now until my mother came into my room.
 
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PatKat

PatKat

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Aug 9, 2018
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I'm just taking anti depressants, but I'm going to therapy. Try other medications like cannabidiol or ketamine. I'm sorry you're not feeling well, at the moment I am too, I just lost my cat and I'm in a relapse of depression. I was going to hang myself now until my mother came into my room.
Sorry for the lose of your kitten we have a kitten to he means so much to me. I take an SSRI and an atypical antipsychotic and they helped for a bit but they aren't doing much anymore. I don't think they are for long term help. I just feel I am paying for psychology and psychiatry for no reason now.
I'm just taking anti depressants, but I'm going to therapy. Try other medications like cannabidiol or ketamine. I'm sorry you're not feeling well, at the moment I am too, I just lost my cat and I'm in a relapse of depression. I was going to hang myself now until my mother came into my room.
Did you do anything fun today? I didn't just laid in bed.
 
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SadGirl

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Mar 24, 2019
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Sorry for the lose of your kitten we have a kitten to he means so much to me. I take an SSRI and an atypical antipsychotic and they helped for a bit but they aren't doing much anymore. I don't think they are for long term help. I just feel I am paying for psychology and psychiatry for no reason now.

Did you do anything fun today? I didn't just laid in bed.
Keep fighting and trying, just like me. We still have a lot to live for, I really feel bad for my cat. Today I just drank and smoked cigarettes with a " friend " nothing more fun than that. Tell your psychiatrist that nothing is helping anymore, and that you need medication like cannabis, cannabidiol, ketamine, I don't know which country you're talking about, depending on it is easier for you than here in Brazil.
 
PatKat

PatKat

Meh
Aug 9, 2018
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Keep fighting and trying, just like me. We still have a lot to live for, I really feel bad for my cat. Today I just drank and smoked cigarettes with a " friend " nothing more fun than that. Tell your psychiatrist that nothing is helping anymore, and that you need medication like cannabis, cannabidiol, ketamine, I don't know which country you're talking about, depending on it is easier for you than here in Brazil.
Marijuana is legal where I live my issue is it seems to make me panic every time I try it. My heart races and I feel like I'm having a heart attack. I haven't tried ketamine nit even sure how I can do that legally.
 
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Mar 24, 2019
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Marijuana is legal where I live my issue is it seems to make me panic every time I try it. My heart races and I feel like I'm having a heart attack. I haven't tried ketamine nit even sure how I can do that legally.
I get it, I also have panic and anxiety and marijuana sometimes gives me that, but try CBD. And ketamine you can see if it's legal, you can talk to your psychiatrist.
 
PatKat

PatKat

Meh
Aug 9, 2018
1,030
I get it, I also have panic and anxiety and marijuana sometimes gives me that, but try CBD. And ketamine you can see if it's legal, you can talk to your psychiatrist.
I have my next appointment soon ill ask about it. I have some CDB that i use from time to time. It doesn't help me much though. I just feel lost and alone :(
 
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May 1, 2023
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Sometimes I feel like everything will be okay and that I'll never be depressed ever again, but then the next day is the start of a month-long state of deep depression...
I've also been taking anti-depressants, for about 6 months now. I'm not sure if they help. I can't remember how I felt 6 months ago, but I know that I had suicidal thoughts all the time then, and I still do now, so that much has stayed the same.
Right now I'm trying to do stuff (like getting drunk with my friends) to get my mind off things.
 
SadGirl

SadGirl

Specialist
Mar 24, 2019
364
I have my next appointment soon ill ask about it. I have some CDB that i use from time to time. It doesn't help me much though. I just feel lost and alone :(
When you want to talk, you can call me, when you're feeling lonely.
 

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