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Cya89

Cya89

Member
Jun 29, 2018
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When the lights are off my eyelids are heavy is when I'm happiest because I know I won't have to think or feel for a while. It's been like this for so long, it's how I know it's time to CBT. Anyone else feel this?
 
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PeakyBlinder

PeakyBlinder

Member
Sep 6, 2018
36
Yes yes yes yes definitely.

And once you wake up live comes knocking on your door and kicks you in the nuts first thing in the morning.
 
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mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
2,307
Yes ! lying in my bed in pitch blackness with only a few minutes left before I fall asleep and having absolutely no worries or cares is the best feeling there is for me ! Especially after a good shower and a warm cup of tea and clean bedding.
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,577
Oh yes
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Visionary
Aug 27, 2018
2,999
When the lights are off my eyelids are heavy is when I'm happiest because I know I won't have to think or feel for a while. It's been like this for so long, it's how I know it's time to CBT. Anyone else feel this?
What does CBT mean?
 
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Going Home

Going Home

Specialist
Sep 21, 2018
357
Yes.
 
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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
It's why I nap during the day. The feeling of drifting off is wonderful
 
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Morning Angel

Useless Broken Wings
Aug 8, 2018
618
Yes but waking up is so much worse, at least for me.
 
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lostinthedream

lostinthedream

Warlock
Sep 2, 2018
754
Yes, I adore falling asleep...
 
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Lizzie S.

Lizzie S.

Experienced
Sep 2, 2018
258
I love falling asleep but I get upset at night about things before I fall asleep so that kind of ruins it. Once I fall asleep though I love it and if I wake back up and sleep more that's amazing
 
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weedoge

weedoge

Banned
Jul 12, 2018
1,525
100% the part of the day I look forward to the most is smoking up and the act of being comfortable and falling asleep. Not being asleep itself or being awake, the transition between is my favourite. Not lying awake unable to sleep, but the moment of passing out. Sometimes I keep myself awake to the point of exhaustion because it feels good to be so tired that I can feel my consciousness slipping.

Hard to describe but I think I get you OP
 
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windingdown

windingdown

Specialist
Sep 10, 2018
367
Falling asleep, sleeping (because my dreams are usually nice), and eating breakfast for me - best parts :D Now that's living it up.
 
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QueenEtna

Gone
Jul 29, 2018
256
How to sleep for eternity?
Oops this isn't google.
 
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