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CherryGirl675

Today is the day
Jan 7, 2025
22
I was supposed to go in 3 hours. My sister wanted to eat with me. Before that moment I had been anxious and fearful for my CTB. But eating my last meal with my sister, my favorite meal at that, gave me a sense of calmness. I'm no longer scared to go. Yes I'll be going later than expected but I'll be going calm
 
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3xhilarati0n

3xhilarati0n

broken mind
Jan 10, 2025
12
It's nice that you got to spend some time with your sister, and even eat your favourite meal :)
I'm glad you feel calmness right now.
Whether you decide to CTB today or not, I hope you don't pressure yourself into it just because you've posted about it. And if you do decide to, I wish you peace.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I imagine it must be a relief to feel calmer, I wish you the best.
 

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